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it's been a bit...i have some things i would like to say.
i kind of feel betrayed. i know that's a messed up way to feel, but i just feel like all my friends should be on my side of things...and i never really stopped to think otherwise. so when i found out they are playing both fields, it kind of makes me sad. i know it shouldn't, but it does a little. my problem is i need to focus on the present and not my past woes and such. blarg.
there is going to be a mass meditation on november 11. i think it's going to be a great thing to have so many people meditating at one time...if the whole world would do it, just imagine how powerful that would be. sigh. i'm tired of people thinking i'm crazy for this shit.
something awesome happened last night!! i got in touch with a friend from high school that i thought to be dead! (or in the peace corps or something). apparently she has been trying to find me too...resorting to asking ex boyfriends if they knew where i was lol. apparently, that didn't really turn out. we're going to chill tomorrow and i'm excited beyond words. we had such good times in high school...she was my moral support for my first tattoo...and now we have even more in common so it seems. i just hope it's not all awkward since i haven't seen her in 4 or 5 years. i don't think it will though. when she called there were no awkward pauses or anything. i get paranoid when meeting friends that i haven't seen in a long time...just worried that we won't be able to be friends anymore cuz we have changed too much. but it's amazing how certain things can bring people together...hooray! i really can't wait...
and more good things! butch walker concert is coming up fast...as is FRIENDSHIP DAY!!! i'm mega excited for friendship day. it's gonna be like, the best day of all time. me and theresa have to get ready for our glamour shots. we need to get some outfits together or something. lol every time i think about it it makes me smile. we will finally have time to work on our manifesto and maybe even our website...lol. (which will be amazing, by the way..as is all things that we do).
well, now i'm really glad i wrote in here. i initially came here to confess my sadness, but it got me thinking about all the good things that are coming up! i don't need such toxic people poisoning my life. (let's face it, that's all they do). so three cheers for the living in the present!
<3
i kind of feel betrayed. i know that's a messed up way to feel, but i just feel like all my friends should be on my side of things...and i never really stopped to think otherwise. so when i found out they are playing both fields, it kind of makes me sad. i know it shouldn't, but it does a little. my problem is i need to focus on the present and not my past woes and such. blarg.
there is going to be a mass meditation on november 11. i think it's going to be a great thing to have so many people meditating at one time...if the whole world would do it, just imagine how powerful that would be. sigh. i'm tired of people thinking i'm crazy for this shit.
something awesome happened last night!! i got in touch with a friend from high school that i thought to be dead! (or in the peace corps or something). apparently she has been trying to find me too...resorting to asking ex boyfriends if they knew where i was lol. apparently, that didn't really turn out. we're going to chill tomorrow and i'm excited beyond words. we had such good times in high school...she was my moral support for my first tattoo...and now we have even more in common so it seems. i just hope it's not all awkward since i haven't seen her in 4 or 5 years. i don't think it will though. when she called there were no awkward pauses or anything. i get paranoid when meeting friends that i haven't seen in a long time...just worried that we won't be able to be friends anymore cuz we have changed too much. but it's amazing how certain things can bring people together...hooray! i really can't wait...
and more good things! butch walker concert is coming up fast...as is FRIENDSHIP DAY!!! i'm mega excited for friendship day. it's gonna be like, the best day of all time. me and theresa have to get ready for our glamour shots. we need to get some outfits together or something. lol every time i think about it it makes me smile. we will finally have time to work on our manifesto and maybe even our website...lol. (which will be amazing, by the way..as is all things that we do).
well, now i'm really glad i wrote in here. i initially came here to confess my sadness, but it got me thinking about all the good things that are coming up! i don't need such toxic people poisoning my life. (let's face it, that's all they do). so three cheers for the living in the present!
<3