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i've been feeling slightly depressed...
i just feel so fucking lonely. brandon is fantastic and makes me feel better than anything, but i need the feeling i get from a friend...the way a friend makes you feel happy. i haven't been getting much friend action lately. partially my fault, i'm sure. two of my best friends quit talking to me and i can't find out why. it hurts and i miss them a lot. frown. i just need to go out and have fun again.
brandon surprised me by staying home yesterday and it was fun. i'm really glad that he did. :)
my aunt is coming in from clearwater tomorrow and i'm gonna pick her up at the airport with my mom. i love the airport, but it makes me jealous because everyone else there is getting to go somewhere else. i want to go on a trip so badly. i love flying. i want to go to europe.
okay drew carey on the price is right is fucking weird and awkward!!!!! i feel almost bad for him man. i'm sure he'll get into his own groove, but he needs to find it fast. i miss bob barker. he is SO the man...
i'm going home now.
i just feel so fucking lonely. brandon is fantastic and makes me feel better than anything, but i need the feeling i get from a friend...the way a friend makes you feel happy. i haven't been getting much friend action lately. partially my fault, i'm sure. two of my best friends quit talking to me and i can't find out why. it hurts and i miss them a lot. frown. i just need to go out and have fun again.
brandon surprised me by staying home yesterday and it was fun. i'm really glad that he did. :)
my aunt is coming in from clearwater tomorrow and i'm gonna pick her up at the airport with my mom. i love the airport, but it makes me jealous because everyone else there is getting to go somewhere else. i want to go on a trip so badly. i love flying. i want to go to europe.
okay drew carey on the price is right is fucking weird and awkward!!!!! i feel almost bad for him man. i'm sure he'll get into his own groove, but he needs to find it fast. i miss bob barker. he is SO the man...
i'm going home now.