I'm looking for a story where Gus is a teenager and his boyfriend dies in a car accident and after that Gus has problems getting behind the wheel.
Gus probably live with his mothers and Brian and Justin don't know how to help him deal with what's happened.
Justin's abstract paintings are a part of the story and pictures of them were posted in the middle of the chapters.
The story might not have been posted on LJ. I've checked all tags were Gus was mentioned.
found -
How We Got Where We're Going by allie quixotic
Thank you for your help! :)