Justin-Brian/Ethan/Lloyd; post-212 or 212 AU

[kate_anders]

Hi!:) I have a lot of unread stories on my E-book which I constantly download. Today I came across one that I loved, but I don't remember where I got it and who the author is. It's like this: post-513, Justin and Brian stayed together even though Justin went to NY, they've been together for three more years. They discussed monogamy on the phone, Briad said that he hadn't slept with anyone for 2 months already. But, when Justin came to Pittsburgh, he saw Brian in an orgy and left. He met someone named Lloyd Rausch and started to live with him. Then he met Ethan again, and realized he still felt something for him. Lloyd saw them kissing. Justin started to feel torn between three of them, he returned to Pittsburgh, then left again, still trying to choose. Finally he chose Brian. Sorry for bad description - it's a great story, it caught me right away, but it ends strangely - I didn't even realize I was reading something new already at first, there were no 'the end' words, no epilogue, no anything. Maybe someone knows it and could help me find the author and the title? I have no idea why I didn't copy these things in the first place, I always do.

Also, I'm looking for some stories that are about Brian-nearly-fucked-Michael scene. I read No longer an option, Cross reference, Ethan's and Morpheus' gap-fillers, but I'd love to find more. Doesn't matter what it is, AU when Brian did fuck Michael, or could-be-canon stories where Justin finds out what nearly happened. I'm in a mood for some angst/heartbreak/making up.

Thank you in advance!

First story found. Some B/J/M stories were recommended, but of course I'd only love to see more!:) Thanks for the help!