Justin has a nightmare at Ethans?

[charming_nancy]

I remember reading at least one story where Justin wakes up in the middle of the night while living at Ethan's in season 3. I believe that in the same story, Justin had originally kept the bloody scarf, and after waking up that night, he tries to find it as a source of comfort or something. When he can't find it, Ethan confesses that he threw it away. Justin gets angry and calls Brian and/or goes to the loft.

I believe this is one fic I'm thinking about, but I may be confusing two different stories and molding them together. Can anyone help me out? I looked through the "b/j have nightmares" tag and didn't find what I was looking for.

Update: Found! Link in comments.