Brian got raped by his gym teacher

[mytearsinheaven]

I did read this fiction some months ago, but I can't remember where I found it. Brian has terrible nightmares about rain and birds, so he decides to see a shrink. At the end he finds out he was raped by his gym teacher when he was 14 (the famous shower scene), he cries and asks Justin if he hurt him when they had sex the first time,  Justin says no and go hug him (Brian was sitting on a chair).
I remember the site had a FF list on the right and a red background.
THANKS in advance!!

Edit: Fic found here heelsoverhead.net/stories/bodyremembers.html
Thanks again!