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i decided to update today, its been a while.
first of all i want to let reb know that disabling comments is actually a pretty faggish thing to do. i would also like to tell her that im sorry you hate it here. and im sorry that you feel that you cant put things in your journal cause you dont want to sound like you're feeling sorry for yourself and you want attention because i told you thats what you came off as a while ago, but that was a stupid thing for me to say. i would like to talk to you more about some other things too though.
sooooo lately i have met a boy who is 19. i thought i liked him so we went on a date and then we went on 2. but after that i started thinking, and 19 is a lot older i decided. there are a lot of other things about him that make me wonder if its good for me to date him. i dont know i think he sorta needs to figure out his own life a bit more before he has a girlfriend.
and theres me. i suck at boys. once i get freaked out i started ignoring them. i get freaked out soo easily too. and i get myself into things that i dont know how to get out. whatever the same thing happened with the other Justin and that didnt turn out good. i just wish i could stop myself before i start cause its a really bad habbit, but i already told him about my bad habbit. i just really dont want to make him feel bad or leave him without anyone at all to talk to. this is all my fault and it just sucks that it had to involve someone else who doesnt know me that well. :/
ps. jordan, i am sorry i ever thought you were dumb for dating someone 3 years older than you. Clayton im sorry for ever thinking that you were a pedophile. i <3 you both now.
first of all i want to let reb know that disabling comments is actually a pretty faggish thing to do. i would also like to tell her that im sorry you hate it here. and im sorry that you feel that you cant put things in your journal cause you dont want to sound like you're feeling sorry for yourself and you want attention because i told you thats what you came off as a while ago, but that was a stupid thing for me to say. i would like to talk to you more about some other things too though.
sooooo lately i have met a boy who is 19. i thought i liked him so we went on a date and then we went on 2. but after that i started thinking, and 19 is a lot older i decided. there are a lot of other things about him that make me wonder if its good for me to date him. i dont know i think he sorta needs to figure out his own life a bit more before he has a girlfriend.
and theres me. i suck at boys. once i get freaked out i started ignoring them. i get freaked out soo easily too. and i get myself into things that i dont know how to get out. whatever the same thing happened with the other Justin and that didnt turn out good. i just wish i could stop myself before i start cause its a really bad habbit, but i already told him about my bad habbit. i just really dont want to make him feel bad or leave him without anyone at all to talk to. this is all my fault and it just sucks that it had to involve someone else who doesnt know me that well. :/
ps. jordan, i am sorry i ever thought you were dumb for dating someone 3 years older than you. Clayton im sorry for ever thinking that you were a pedophile. i <3 you both now.