I luv it when u call me big poppa....
ok brilliantly fun partay tonite. Luv is in the air everywhere....even with like, 7 yr olds and jess lol. my dad tore up my plate of food like there was no tomorrow lol. my mom helped. man i tell u...ppl act like cavemen. like they aint neva eat b4 in they life. lol that was sooo ebonics. neway...yea. my dad says he knows wah likes jess. he said he came all the way from jupiter farms...he likes her. he made an effort to party, he likes her. he went out with other girls?...he is a guy. "they wanna sleep with the hos and marry the virgin" hahaha my dad RULES. i am not so romantically tangled nemore. thank goodness this was a quick lil phase. i am gonna b faithful to danny like whoa...its gonna b scary. U know u like sumone alot when u cant really c urself not liking them. when u cant remember a time when u didnt. when u "survive on the breath they're finished with." lol ok that sounded obssessive. but its more metaphorical than literal. what i mean is, i wanna love danny. i think i was made to. sorta like a purpose but one aside from inspiring other ppl with my singing lol. wow i live to make an ass of myself lol. all i think i wish is hed be more obvious about his feelings for me. i mean he has to like me if he asked me out and kissed me and...is still goin out with me. i think i fell in like with a dream i built of him and now he isnt measuring up cuz i built him too big...does that make sense? arrrg but i still adore every ounce of him. i'm going off to ponder...