pink panties:::that is for you amanda
well another week has gone by and i have not accomplished anything i was planning on. i regret not going to pony this week.. for many reasons.
i need to not give a shit about him anymore. i mean i don't really, it just makes me sad when people end up being shit heads. did i ever really like him even... i think it was the idea of it all. i am crazy.. heidi and where talking about how we both always fall for these boys who are not good for us.. it's like we enjoy being fucked with. we always make excuses about why we should keep these people around even when we know that they don't give a shit about us. fuck it though... i (and heidi) are fucking amazing people and if someone doesn't realize that it is there loss. anyway i am over it.. there are good ones out there even though i seem to attract the worst of them.
* tonight i am going to go out to eat with sara, her mom and step dad. this will be a nice change, it's nice to be around family. which they are to me. it's is so weird to think of how much of my life i spent with the dietsch family. i miss that.
*the late night plan is to go to the hideout for a dance party. i hope that it is a good as they used to be. the last one was worthless (except for the very cute dj). cheep drinks means trouble as always...
*game plan for week.. produce insane amounts of images. . i hate myself right now for not being productive. i need to have someone teach me how to build a website!!
*michael i am glad you came by yesterday. i miss hanging out with you. you are not allowed to have a girlfriend. that will mean even less will be seen of you. i will not have that.. i hope that you had a good time today though.
*my date for my sisters wedding had to back out.. so watch out i am on the prowl.
wow i am really sleepy.. it's nap time.
i need to not give a shit about him anymore. i mean i don't really, it just makes me sad when people end up being shit heads. did i ever really like him even... i think it was the idea of it all. i am crazy.. heidi and where talking about how we both always fall for these boys who are not good for us.. it's like we enjoy being fucked with. we always make excuses about why we should keep these people around even when we know that they don't give a shit about us. fuck it though... i (and heidi) are fucking amazing people and if someone doesn't realize that it is there loss. anyway i am over it.. there are good ones out there even though i seem to attract the worst of them.
* tonight i am going to go out to eat with sara, her mom and step dad. this will be a nice change, it's nice to be around family. which they are to me. it's is so weird to think of how much of my life i spent with the dietsch family. i miss that.
*the late night plan is to go to the hideout for a dance party. i hope that it is a good as they used to be. the last one was worthless (except for the very cute dj). cheep drinks means trouble as always...
*game plan for week.. produce insane amounts of images. . i hate myself right now for not being productive. i need to have someone teach me how to build a website!!
*michael i am glad you came by yesterday. i miss hanging out with you. you are not allowed to have a girlfriend. that will mean even less will be seen of you. i will not have that.. i hope that you had a good time today though.
*my date for my sisters wedding had to back out.. so watch out i am on the prowl.
wow i am really sleepy.. it's nap time.