falling asleep
emotions make a person crazy. it's like i have been on this roller coaster for the past few weeks. not much sleep last night. talking, crying, trying to make sense of what is going on with us. at one point asking if i was breaking up with him... how can break up if your not "anything"? getting things off your chest is good though, even if the response isn't what you wanted. why do you treat the people you care so much about the way you do. why are you so fucked.. ugh. i am not ready to let him go just yet though.
i wish i wasn't cursed with being a taurus. the need to take care, help/fix people is so annoying. the feeling that people need you is amazing.. but the weight of everyone else's problem can start to weigh a girl down.
i am staring to really miss living with latham. i miss him a lot! we are so busy i hate it.
i am going to go to michigan on friday(again). pictures of my parents and grandfather are the goal. plus some grocery shopping.. and spending some quality time with fall.
i wish i wasn't cursed with being a taurus. the need to take care, help/fix people is so annoying. the feeling that people need you is amazing.. but the weight of everyone else's problem can start to weigh a girl down.
i am staring to really miss living with latham. i miss him a lot! we are so busy i hate it.
i am going to go to michigan on friday(again). pictures of my parents and grandfather are the goal. plus some grocery shopping.. and spending some quality time with fall.