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[getcrunkkk]

and after all of my alibis deserted me
                             i just wanna get by, dont want nothing to hurt me
i had no idea where my head was at
                                   but if my heart says im sorry can we leave it at that?
cuz i just want for all of this to end
                                               and i so hate consequences
running from you is what my best defense is
                                                         cuz i know that i let you down and i dont wanna deal with that

when i got tired of running from you, i stopped right there to catch my breath
                                        there your words, they caught my ears
                                        they said "i miss you son, come home"
                                        and my sins, they watched me leave
                                        and in my heart i so believed the love you felt for me was mine
                                        the love id wished for all this time
                                        and when the doors were closed, i heard no "i told you so's"
                                        i said the words i knew you knew... i needed you