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I am once again exhausted. Ever since my surgeries I stay awake for more than five hours and I am died. I know recovery is suppose to take atleast nine weeks but come on, I am on week number three it has to be getting better!
I got an email from Michelle that made me smile. She is going to such a good roomie in a few weeks. We are both going to miss our boys, but she is still with her which might make a little harder. James and I have tried to distance ourselves, but the nicer he is to me the more I go weak in the knees. However, I should be okay. I refuse to be one of those girls crying over a boy all the time. I am much stronger than that. I do love him, its not working out.. life definently goes on. Hopefully he will come visit so he sees that I won't be some party animal slut. I have a ton of studying to do this fall, and it will be nice to see his face more than once every three months. James = my sanity.
This weekend should be good times. Friday night Laura (my cousin) and all her friends are attending a Harry Potter celebration. I hate Harry Potter but I love good wholesome fun. It should be funny, last time I laughed at middle aged old men dressed up as wizards. Plus its at Barnes and Nobles so that means COFFEE. I couldn't have caffine in the hospital so it will be nice to drown my sorrows in a caramel frap. Saturday we're going to the beach. I need the sun, I am so freaking pale compared to my old healthy glow. Damn it, I am half black I shouldn't have to beg for color in my skin! I can go in the water but I am pretty sure I'll just lay out in the sun with a good book. I am such an old person.
Saturday night I am going to Brandi's graduation party. I am not very excited, I mean I love Brandi but I haven't seen high school people in three months. I mean it will be nice to see Ashley, Jarrod, and Katy *depending on her mood*. I am sure it will be more fun than I can imagine right now, but I can be negative once in awhile. I grant myself permission. Oh Ben is going with me. He was my best friend in when I was little( kinder- third), he is a little cutie so all the girls will be excited. That totally works for me, he will gobble it up.
Sunday will be a day of nothing. I love those days. I go back to work in a week so I am going to do nothing all next week! I do want to see a movie, but I want to see it was my mom. I am such a little mommie's girl, I am also a big time daddie's girl. I want to spend as much with them as possible, I will miss them like whoa next year.
Speaking of missing people.I miss Larabelle. You better come visit me next year and bring Erin so we can a jammin good time. I can't believe I just typed jammin. But you get the point.
I am off to go stuff my face with yummy food and be a bum. Thats what summer is all about when you don't like most of your friends, being a bum:)
I got an email from Michelle that made me smile. She is going to such a good roomie in a few weeks. We are both going to miss our boys, but she is still with her which might make a little harder. James and I have tried to distance ourselves, but the nicer he is to me the more I go weak in the knees. However, I should be okay. I refuse to be one of those girls crying over a boy all the time. I am much stronger than that. I do love him, its not working out.. life definently goes on. Hopefully he will come visit so he sees that I won't be some party animal slut. I have a ton of studying to do this fall, and it will be nice to see his face more than once every three months. James = my sanity.
This weekend should be good times. Friday night Laura (my cousin) and all her friends are attending a Harry Potter celebration. I hate Harry Potter but I love good wholesome fun. It should be funny, last time I laughed at middle aged old men dressed up as wizards. Plus its at Barnes and Nobles so that means COFFEE. I couldn't have caffine in the hospital so it will be nice to drown my sorrows in a caramel frap. Saturday we're going to the beach. I need the sun, I am so freaking pale compared to my old healthy glow. Damn it, I am half black I shouldn't have to beg for color in my skin! I can go in the water but I am pretty sure I'll just lay out in the sun with a good book. I am such an old person.
Saturday night I am going to Brandi's graduation party. I am not very excited, I mean I love Brandi but I haven't seen high school people in three months. I mean it will be nice to see Ashley, Jarrod, and Katy *depending on her mood*. I am sure it will be more fun than I can imagine right now, but I can be negative once in awhile. I grant myself permission. Oh Ben is going with me. He was my best friend in when I was little( kinder- third), he is a little cutie so all the girls will be excited. That totally works for me, he will gobble it up.
Sunday will be a day of nothing. I love those days. I go back to work in a week so I am going to do nothing all next week! I do want to see a movie, but I want to see it was my mom. I am such a little mommie's girl, I am also a big time daddie's girl. I want to spend as much with them as possible, I will miss them like whoa next year.
Speaking of missing people.I miss Larabelle. You better come visit me next year and bring Erin so we can a jammin good time. I can't believe I just typed jammin. But you get the point.
I am off to go stuff my face with yummy food and be a bum. Thats what summer is all about when you don't like most of your friends, being a bum:)