Not yet a women..

Sep 29, 2004 15:18

Nothing like a fresh coat of make-up to freshen up your day:) Sounds totally conceited but hey its true.

Powderpuff tonight. GO SENIORS! YAY for my close lining some innocent juniors.

My heart is JUMBLED. Pj, James, Will, Jarrod.. ARRRGGG I don't want think of anymore.

I wish I didn't lead so many people on, especially Jarrod. He is my baby.

SHIT! Saying things like that leads him on.

You know who I do love. JESSE! He was sitting on the floor today with his legs out and I plopped down on his knees. I love him for giving my sanity.

I think those of the kinds of things I want with a guy. I just want to sit on their lap all afternoon and talk. Or to chase me around trying to tickle me until I am mad.I want to read books together or have him sing me the stupid little song in the middle of a football game. I want him to run through the sprinkles with me on a seventy degree day.

Oh how I want to be in love.

That's such a lie. I run away from love. I can't be in love until I let myself completely go. I hold way too much back.

I need to finish getting ready, run to the store, then powderpuff it up:)
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