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I can't believe senior year starts in less than two weeks. I can't help but feel overwhelmed. Over the next year I hope to make such a strong base for myself. I want to be able to trust myself a little more, be more comfortable being me. I hope to be able to voice my opinions, to allow myself to feel how I feel. I want to spend more time with my family and the people who mean the most to me. I hope I don't waste a single day being sad because this is the last page of my first chapter of life. I NEED to spend atleast two weekends in Novi/ Walled Lake, with my Aunt Linda and Jody. I am not a very good niece.
Senior pictures tomorrow.When I saw Ashley's I cried. My best friend is growing up so quickly, she means the world to me. She is the one person I am not worried about losing. We need each other way too much.
Today I was thinking about college and it was like wow. I had never been so sure of MSU. I love the campus, I want to rape the basketball team, I love how close it is to my house, I love that Kevin is there, AND bonus the people I know there.
My best friend, Michelle, from when I was little wants to go there. She doesn't really know much about me anymore so it will be nice to have someone there who doesn't know my past but knows me.
Larabelle Grace who I could hang out with all the time because well she won't shove alchy down my throat. The one person who cares about my liver + kidneys.
Ex boyfriend Channing. I could just randomly steal one of his shirts and sleep in his bed while he is out being the man whore he is.
Sara, from middle school, who I could hitch rides home with and find hotties with.
ANGIE BANGIE.. nuff said.
Tomorrow I will want GVSU -trust me.
I got out of work today and I saw that James called. I didn't want to get too happy, so I called Ashley who was crying. I love her.
Okay I need to get beauty sleep so I can be beautiful for pictures tomorrow.
Senior pictures tomorrow.When I saw Ashley's I cried. My best friend is growing up so quickly, she means the world to me. She is the one person I am not worried about losing. We need each other way too much.
Today I was thinking about college and it was like wow. I had never been so sure of MSU. I love the campus, I want to rape the basketball team, I love how close it is to my house, I love that Kevin is there, AND bonus the people I know there.
My best friend, Michelle, from when I was little wants to go there. She doesn't really know much about me anymore so it will be nice to have someone there who doesn't know my past but knows me.
Larabelle Grace who I could hang out with all the time because well she won't shove alchy down my throat. The one person who cares about my liver + kidneys.
Ex boyfriend Channing. I could just randomly steal one of his shirts and sleep in his bed while he is out being the man whore he is.
Sara, from middle school, who I could hitch rides home with and find hotties with.
ANGIE BANGIE.. nuff said.
Tomorrow I will want GVSU -trust me.
I got out of work today and I saw that James called. I didn't want to get too happy, so I called Ashley who was crying. I love her.
Okay I need to get beauty sleep so I can be beautiful for pictures tomorrow.