Oh why do i do this to myself

Oct 31, 2006 18:44

So tonight I'm going to Federal Way for Halloween drinks with Alicia, the girl that rejected me a couple of weeks ago. She invited me to go out with her and her two friends. So anyway I'm going, dressed as an injured matt hasselbeck, and this is probably not good for me.

I REALLY like this girl, not a little bit, like a lot. She turned me down, we went out as just friends, but at the end of the night I felt things changed. Nothing happened at all, just a vibe that things had changed in her mind.

Then she invites me to go out with her and her friends on halloween and says i can spend the night afterwards (so i dont have to drive home drunk) and tells me she changed her sheets so they're nice and fresh. In my world this doesn't vibe with "just friends" so I'm guessing she is just confused but open to the idea of continuing to see each other after all?

If her idea is friends with benefits she's found the wrong guy for that. Thats just not how I (prefer to) roll. I don't think she'd do that to me, she apologized for leading me on once, she wouldn't do it again..I hope.
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