tough tough day
So on top of bein sick I got hit with a case of missing my ex gf. I did everything I could to get her back and it didn't work so I know it's over. The hard part is deciding to move on. I am not ready but I'm pretty sure I will never be ready until I actually do it.
A friend of mine who is in Belgium when she found out about my breakup said when she got back she wants to give things a try with me. Marta is her name, she is 19 now and goes to UW, very bright gal. She was totally in love with me for years when she couldn't have me (she was 15 on bainbridge, I was 18 and off at college) so there is a good and bad side to this. The good is I could have someone who already loves me as a friend and cares about me a lot, and understands who I am and knows my faults and hangups already. I don't have to worry about if she's hanging around me for money or any other reason. Now on the bad side...it's not a fresh start and I think there is something to be said for that. Maybe I need someone who has never met me before or who doesn't know me all that well. At this point I think I just want someone to love me again so maybe picking someone who already does as a friend is a good start. Comments/advice welcome.
In the spirit of this post...top 5 reasons I should get myself a new girlfriend:
1) Best way to forget the old one
2) Someone to sleep over and keep me company at night. I have nightmares/terrors so I appreciate a bed buddy more than anyone.
3) Someone can do my injections, its fucking difficult for me to reach and push the syringe.
4) Give me a reason to shave more than twice a week.
5) Someone to play donkey kong with me on a rainy day.
G500 is in Wyoming..it's comin!
A friend of mine who is in Belgium when she found out about my breakup said when she got back she wants to give things a try with me. Marta is her name, she is 19 now and goes to UW, very bright gal. She was totally in love with me for years when she couldn't have me (she was 15 on bainbridge, I was 18 and off at college) so there is a good and bad side to this. The good is I could have someone who already loves me as a friend and cares about me a lot, and understands who I am and knows my faults and hangups already. I don't have to worry about if she's hanging around me for money or any other reason. Now on the bad side...it's not a fresh start and I think there is something to be said for that. Maybe I need someone who has never met me before or who doesn't know me all that well. At this point I think I just want someone to love me again so maybe picking someone who already does as a friend is a good start. Comments/advice welcome.
In the spirit of this post...top 5 reasons I should get myself a new girlfriend:
1) Best way to forget the old one
2) Someone to sleep over and keep me company at night. I have nightmares/terrors so I appreciate a bed buddy more than anyone.
3) Someone can do my injections, its fucking difficult for me to reach and push the syringe.
4) Give me a reason to shave more than twice a week.
5) Someone to play donkey kong with me on a rainy day.
G500 is in Wyoming..it's comin!