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Today is a beautiful day. Nothing can bring me down. I was even at work helping out off the clock since I was there getting my paycheck and they needed help. No worries, I'm a manager there and, since I work 5 shifts a week, I'm salaried and I'm essentially the assistant manager until Madara gets back from training. I take a lot of pride in my job and in the workplace, which of course is good and bad, but it's all about finding balance. Living by the golden rule is working for me and we all just need harmony, but none of that hippie bullcrap.
On that note, of the golden rule and all, this is the part where I get to bitch. I'm absolutely tired of feeling disrespected in my house when I do all I can to make it smooth sailing so to speak. Sure, I understand special events and parties are in order to certain occasions, but when they aren't brought up with the other members of this "community" to see if it's Ok to keep me awake all night before I have to work the next morning I feel disrespected and uncared for. I know and I understand it's not personal, but that's the way I feel, especially when the perpetrators of this situation is the one who tried to get us started on this "community" mindset.
Fuck the community, especially when it causes some people to walk on others just because they can. It's unfair to compare myself to other people, I'm never better than anyone by any means, but I do take into account other people's feelings when I start an action and if I don't they can tell me.
Aside from that, this is not a personal attack on anybody I know. This is my journal, these are my thoughts, and my feelings. I'm stressed, I work a lot, and I have a lot of responsibility with what I do. I don't want to come home to a hostile living environment when a single drop can cause an explosion.
I'm growing up, learning how to communicate better, and overall I'm trying to be the best person I can be while remaining human. Everybody makes mistakes but the important thing is we try to succeed. I live by The Golden Rule and hold standards for everybody, while remaining nonjudgmental.
Hopefully my point is getting across to whomever reads this, but I'm not passive-aggressively trying to address any individual(s) because that is not my style. I'm finding my niche and in doing so me being absolutely straight forward with people works for me. Some may not like it, but it works.
Today I get to by new clothes to celebrate this change. Go outside and enjoy life. I love you.
On that note, of the golden rule and all, this is the part where I get to bitch. I'm absolutely tired of feeling disrespected in my house when I do all I can to make it smooth sailing so to speak. Sure, I understand special events and parties are in order to certain occasions, but when they aren't brought up with the other members of this "community" to see if it's Ok to keep me awake all night before I have to work the next morning I feel disrespected and uncared for. I know and I understand it's not personal, but that's the way I feel, especially when the perpetrators of this situation is the one who tried to get us started on this "community" mindset.
Fuck the community, especially when it causes some people to walk on others just because they can. It's unfair to compare myself to other people, I'm never better than anyone by any means, but I do take into account other people's feelings when I start an action and if I don't they can tell me.
Aside from that, this is not a personal attack on anybody I know. This is my journal, these are my thoughts, and my feelings. I'm stressed, I work a lot, and I have a lot of responsibility with what I do. I don't want to come home to a hostile living environment when a single drop can cause an explosion.
I'm growing up, learning how to communicate better, and overall I'm trying to be the best person I can be while remaining human. Everybody makes mistakes but the important thing is we try to succeed. I live by The Golden Rule and hold standards for everybody, while remaining nonjudgmental.
Hopefully my point is getting across to whomever reads this, but I'm not passive-aggressively trying to address any individual(s) because that is not my style. I'm finding my niche and in doing so me being absolutely straight forward with people works for me. Some may not like it, but it works.
Today I get to by new clothes to celebrate this change. Go outside and enjoy life. I love you.