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HEY!!! I am new. Well ill just let you all know what my story is.
We were friends for 2 years never close jsut knew each other you know. Then we met online, it was great. Shared a lot of secrets talked all night. We got each other phone numbers talked a good hours. I liked it. i fet like important. He asked me for advise about girls and i did the same for boys. i didnt think we were going to get close. untill one night were online lateand he askd me out. I udder shock i just signed offline. I didnt know what to do. he called mey cell and we talked and he was so sweet and asked me again i said yes. We were so cute together holding hands. We went to a football game togethe that same week and all my friends did not know we were going out they didnt like him. I guess you could say he had a bad reputation. It grew on me for that week all ym friends not being with me. So i ended it. I told him i still wnated to be like old times and talk all ngiht just be friends. He was sad but was fine with it. e did the same. Then one day i called him and it was busy and then he called me bakc and said he was talkign to a girl Shantel. I was soosos mad...... jealous!!! why why????? I didnt know why i was over him.. but i was soosos jealouss. I was his girll no i wasnt!! i pretended to be happy for him. They got closer and closer. She asked him .. he said no. I told him. ME I MYSELF told him to SAY YES!!!! y? becaus eim sosoososo stupid. i hate it . soo logn story short. They are togther. he ignors me. they hold hands and when ever they walk by my heart breaks and i wanna crawl into a hole and kill myself. I cry every night thinkign about him. He never goes online he rubs it in my face that he goes out with her and i sit homealone. I have sosoos much jealousy. Before they went out together i told him i wanted to die because i was so stressed wth school. He replyed " NO you cant do that because i wuld die forma broken heart!" but now he would say " no because i would be sad" Im not in his heart. he would just be sad. She wears his jacket! i alwas wnated to wear it. ims o confused
We were friends for 2 years never close jsut knew each other you know. Then we met online, it was great. Shared a lot of secrets talked all night. We got each other phone numbers talked a good hours. I liked it. i fet like important. He asked me for advise about girls and i did the same for boys. i didnt think we were going to get close. untill one night were online lateand he askd me out. I udder shock i just signed offline. I didnt know what to do. he called mey cell and we talked and he was so sweet and asked me again i said yes. We were so cute together holding hands. We went to a football game togethe that same week and all my friends did not know we were going out they didnt like him. I guess you could say he had a bad reputation. It grew on me for that week all ym friends not being with me. So i ended it. I told him i still wnated to be like old times and talk all ngiht just be friends. He was sad but was fine with it. e did the same. Then one day i called him and it was busy and then he called me bakc and said he was talkign to a girl Shantel. I was soosos mad...... jealous!!! why why????? I didnt know why i was over him.. but i was soosos jealouss. I was his girll no i wasnt!! i pretended to be happy for him. They got closer and closer. She asked him .. he said no. I told him. ME I MYSELF told him to SAY YES!!!! y? becaus eim sosoososo stupid. i hate it . soo logn story short. They are togther. he ignors me. they hold hands and when ever they walk by my heart breaks and i wanna crawl into a hole and kill myself. I cry every night thinkign about him. He never goes online he rubs it in my face that he goes out with her and i sit homealone. I have sosoos much jealousy. Before they went out together i told him i wanted to die because i was so stressed wth school. He replyed " NO you cant do that because i wuld die forma broken heart!" but now he would say " no because i would be sad" Im not in his heart. he would just be sad. She wears his jacket! i alwas wnated to wear it. ims o confused