Writer's Block: Know Thyself

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i tend to be incredibly pessimistic and whine a lot. i also don't know what i want out of life and i'm pretty sure other people see me as weak and kind of stupid at times. or at least naive.
i also tend to avoid conflicts because they scare the shit outta me. (even though it's gotten better. sometimes i just speak up when something's bothering me)

i'm incredibly lazy, an official procrastinator and i'm so not tidy, haha. i like my chaos because it's just who i am. when i clean up i never find anything anymore. and i need a lot of reassurance.

i have tried to change but i can't.