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im going to die. omg
im not going to be happy for a few days people.
ok so heres the story.
you all know i have this 3 year crush right.
WELL.
megan was talking to him and asked him if he had any feelings me what-so-ever.
and guess what. HE DOESNT.
he doesnt like me at all.
and hes completley ignoring the fact that i like him. THE WORST THING!
i like him SO much for 3 fucking years and he leaded me on SO bad. like today i asked him what his type was and.. TELL me that short tan and brunnette doesnt even come close to describing me!.
wtf.
i HATE this so much
i know most people are going to be like..oh he isnt worth it and stuff..but it STILL hurts like HELL.
AGH.
and there is NO ONE here to help me with this. NO ONE
i can only talk to people online. no one is here to give me a hug.
and none of those fake ones that you send online (*hugs*) a REAL hug.
omg.
AGH. this sucks much more than anything. this is the most i have cried.
and my face is red and hot from trying not to cry because i dont want my sister to see me and ask because..i dont know.
there is no way she could help me.
okay. well i will talk to you all soon. when im not in my room.
uhm
call if you need anything ppl..
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im not going to be happy for a few days people.
ok so heres the story.
you all know i have this 3 year crush right.
WELL.
megan was talking to him and asked him if he had any feelings me what-so-ever.
and guess what. HE DOESNT.
he doesnt like me at all.
and hes completley ignoring the fact that i like him. THE WORST THING!
i like him SO much for 3 fucking years and he leaded me on SO bad. like today i asked him what his type was and.. TELL me that short tan and brunnette doesnt even come close to describing me!.
wtf.
i HATE this so much
i know most people are going to be like..oh he isnt worth it and stuff..but it STILL hurts like HELL.
AGH.
and there is NO ONE here to help me with this. NO ONE
i can only talk to people online. no one is here to give me a hug.
and none of those fake ones that you send online (*hugs*) a REAL hug.
omg.
AGH. this sucks much more than anything. this is the most i have cried.
and my face is red and hot from trying not to cry because i dont want my sister to see me and ask because..i dont know.
there is no way she could help me.
okay. well i will talk to you all soon. when im not in my room.
uhm
call if you need anything ppl..
* 8 7 8 9 3 1 5 *