Don't walk away...
How do you tell the difference between a premonition and just a fucked up dream?
Last night my Oma died.
Thankfully only in my mind, but it didn't change the fact that when i woke up, i knew it would be true very soon.
I cried inside- out of consciousness.
I don't know why i thought me spending more time with her would equal her living longer. The sad thing is, in the end, it only made it harder.
It's easier to distance yourself from something you know is doomed.
But then, if we all just walked away whenever something got to hard to take, we would all die alone.
...everyone, go hug your grandparents, if you still have the fortune of being able to.
I am going to right now.
We are all but shadows and dust...