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I cannot remember anytime where I have felt worse then I do right now. MY friendships, my parents. Just any relationship that has ever been important to me. Everything is so fucked up and I don't know how to fix any of it. I could have prevented the parent part but everything else was not in my hands. I wish I could do things for myself instead of always doing what I think will make the most people happy, even if I am not one of those people. It's one of the best things about me that is also the worst for me.