I'M OKAY
Well, i'm sorry i haven't been around lately. i haven't even had time to listen to the three cd's LJ burned for me. GODDAMMNN....the cause for this disaster is soccer. soccer, yes SOCCER. i honestly don't knw why i signed up for it. i think -oh, i know!! it was because i almost started up a bad habit(again) and soccer signup was going on one day and i said "FUCK IT" and did it. I guess it's all good, but then again i miss my frineds and tlaking on the phone and listening to my MUSIC. today i've got off, cause i lied to my father. i'm so bad. the only good thing about soccer is that it keeps me busy and doesn't give me time to think about depression and anger at myself and everyone around me and FUCKING CUT MYSELF!! i know it doesn't solve anything, that's why i don't know why i'm having these urges to do it lately. maybe i miss it. it's coming back and biting me in the ass(really hard)
BUT I GUESS I'M OKAY.
BUT I GUESS I'M OKAY.