i want to go home...

[get_leied]

cut my life into pieces. this is my last resort.

suffocation, no breathing.so for the past week or so it's felt as if every single person at this school that hates me has taken a pillow and shoved it over my mouth, hoping that they'll hear my last breath of air, laugh, last bit of personality that they lack ever so much

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[__dontletitburn]

if you weren't so goddamn amazing i'd be worried about you, but i know yhat everything will work out. the main you thing you need to know is that you are not alone. yes, it feels like that at times, but at the end of the day everyone else in the same boat. you know i've complained to you about this a lot. for me no one will ever compare to you/ you guys or fill that void, but knowing that only comforts me now. i'm looking to find that closeness, but i'm almost laughing at the fact that so many people here lack it. and i feel so lucky that for years i was fortunate enough to have that in my life. i just don't let those memories escape me and i take it with me to put a smile on my face. it makes me feel like i can do whatever i want up here and i still having something incredible to come home to. my friends in buff are wonderful, don't get me wrong, but they don't know me like you do. we haven't been through an iota of what all of us at home have. maybe in time we'll become even closer, maybe not. i'm just gonna keep on truckin', and you need to do the same. don't doubt yourself because you've spent way too much time getting to this healthy place to come back now. let people act like they're in high school, it's their problem and not yours. not everyone had to love you, the important thing is that so many people do. miss youuuuuu.