Apr 29, 2004 18:15
As i walk away the blades of grass they cut my feet the empty nothingness between us is all we share now, our hearts no longer have the same beat. i could say that u raped me but that would be a lie i could say i loved you but that would make u cry i was burning up but to you i was jsut hot id like it you lied more for me once more it makes others belive you alot i cut my fingers inbetween the wedges and left the blood this way you wouldnt have to forget, im the perfect mistake you'll always regret.
im the consiquense for commiting a deadly sin. You and i play a game together that no one will ever win. If you do this you'll regreet it this , if u do it you will be alone and this i sware.If i could feel anything it would be your mightest touch , slightly whipping my tears and as the rain can pound on us i simpyl mutter thank you , very much.
Its sad i put myself through this, and i cant let it go, its all because now im facing it its all becuase im alone. Im facign what i hid away for so long and never meant to see im hiding everything, but i had no reason to when i met you.
i fell asleep in a pool of blood, my hand on your face. I woke up with the feeling of being a total disgrace, i can feel my ehart beat out of my chest i can hear yuo leaving cleaning up your mess. As the door slams hard behidn you, and the window let in teh sun, our tiem together is over, your damamge it was done. the rays make me see what happened for the truth wasnt to clear, i am not ok now that your not here. So i give you my fairwell and i do wish u the best, i jsut will remember teh feelng , the blood that spilled from this chest.
- i wish you coudl jsut give it to me, fill my lungs with your breath