The Dirrty Truth...
So it's official...all of my friends and even not so much friends know what is going on in my life. But. They hear what people tell them which is not even half truthful...I haven't smoked pot for those of you wondering, I can't shake the straight edge, I don't want to...but before you jump to conclusions about me and make decisions, talk to me... its not my favorite subject but if you ask i will tell, honestly. I haven't lied to anyone, not about anything. The truth on all topics is out there for the whole world to see and somehow I look like the biggest asshole...fuck...I got a week for myself and my family, I know that pisses some of you off but I really need it..actually I am goin from the beach into Philly on monday and I think I might meet up with Matt Wren and Frank during the week. That would be alot of fun...oh yeah..I got my licsense today.and I smiled with out my tooth in for my picture, lol...so thats pretty much the low down.. this last week has been stressful as fuck and pretty confusing but i guess thats life.. there are lies flying around everywhere, who do you believe?-
-In a last ditch effort to find the truth for myself and get rid of my confusion I ended up gaining alot more confusion...I suppose we will have to see what ends up...so here are some final thoughts-
- Courtney totally hates my guts (never thought that would happen)
- All my friends think I am a drug addicted liar but don't talk to me about it(hey look! theres a bull, and its crapping!)
- I can't seem to find comfort in anyone, and I want to get my life on the right track so I can find more comfort in myself..that would be a good idea..the guys aren't here for me anymore cause a certain someone told them lies about me while eating at peppers ;) ..Courtney wants nothing to do with me..and even if she did it would take a while for things to be remotely back to normal, but she still likes that other kid anyways so its still a lost cause.
- fuck this journal entry was a terrible idea.. now i am thinking about all this bullshit--fuck--i gotta do something, but what??..i need a good tight hug...
Lipstick Kisses with Glitter and Gold - Morgan Christopher
-In a last ditch effort to find the truth for myself and get rid of my confusion I ended up gaining alot more confusion...I suppose we will have to see what ends up...so here are some final thoughts-
- Courtney totally hates my guts (never thought that would happen)
- All my friends think I am a drug addicted liar but don't talk to me about it(hey look! theres a bull, and its crapping!)
- I can't seem to find comfort in anyone, and I want to get my life on the right track so I can find more comfort in myself..that would be a good idea..the guys aren't here for me anymore cause a certain someone told them lies about me while eating at peppers ;) ..Courtney wants nothing to do with me..and even if she did it would take a while for things to be remotely back to normal, but she still likes that other kid anyways so its still a lost cause.
- fuck this journal entry was a terrible idea.. now i am thinking about all this bullshit--fuck--i gotta do something, but what??..i need a good tight hug...
Lipstick Kisses with Glitter and Gold - Morgan Christopher