..................................There Is Still Hope.............
Lately there has been something on my mind that has bothered me about myself. It's how I take things for granted and don't get me wrong I know everyone does sometime or another. For me I really have no excuse. I am glad that I am seeing that it bothers me. Changes have been happening where I am doing less. It can sometimes be a battle to the point where I find myself crying at night in bed. I never really thought it would really happen though. Me wanting to change myself for the better. I just know that I need to for my future's sake. It's words like these that I might have posted earlier that my cousin told me once......one time he asked me "why settle for mediocrity" and the other one is...." forget the past, live in the present and live for the future." He is an amazing person and I don't think I would be where I am without him today.