First, a confesion:
I am listening to Shakira.
Amendment:
I am about to turn it off and listen to something else.
Second confesion:
What I will be putting on is no better, just not as poppy.
I think I should start with a link to a few pictures that I have been working on. But since today is BackAsswards day, I wont.
I had a really good day yesterday. I cried for a reason I never have before, but it didn't hurt as much as I would have thought it would. I have never been moved in the way that I was last night. I don't know what it means and I am chosing to let it take it's cource instead of trying to over analize it as I do everything else in my world.
I really want to take Silas over to see my mom, but I can't STAND the thought of being ridiculed by Philip for even a moment. I need to get a Bible. I don't know what my mom is up to now a days, but she doesn't say "I love you" when we hang up the phone any more. It bothers me more than it should. I remember about 10 years ago I went through this phaze; I had to say "I love you" to my mom and dad every time they even left the room let alone when they went somewhere! I was petrified that something was going to happen to them in the time they were away from me. I later learned this is called Seperation Anxiety Disorder. Me and my trendy disorders.
So I have an idea for a book that I want to start working on. All I need is a good tape recorder. People who know me in the slightst know that I have worked with the elderly for a long time and that I love it. The most important part of any job dealing with old folk's health has nothing to do with the physical aspects involved in my oppinion. No, it is the empathy nessisary to maintain a comfortable relationship with the person you are helping. Being a genuinly kind and caring person. What most of the older community wants is someone to talk to! All they have at that point is their entire, wonderful, long-life-lived. Their legacy. And I love hearing the stories of the past. It just kinda works. It does take some finess sometimes to keep those with some-timer's and such on track and there needs to be a data base to know what questions to ask, which not to, when to change the subject and how to listen activly.
Hm. I have a lot more ideas on the subject. However I feel like working on some more photo shops. I should install the newest one; it is right here.
Some pictures for your pain or pleasure...
XOXO -N