Fic: Betting is Bad for Your Sanity
Author: gestaltrose
Title: Betting Is Bad For Your Sanity 2/2
Pairing: J2 Jared/Jensen RPS
Rating: Adult, if you are not old enough don't click
Word count: 4950 or so
Beta The ever wonderful monica_catch22
Warnings: Cross-dressing, Slash, use of Jared and Jensen’s friends for my own nefarious purposes.
Disclaimer: This is just a story it came out of my own twisted little mind. It in no way reflects actual things that may or may not have happened with any or all of these people. In other words I made it all up. No real people or dogs were harmed in the making of this fic.
Summary: Jared loses a bet to Chad and really doesn’t like the price he has to pay. But Jensen comes and helps so everything’s good.
Notes: This is a gift fic. I wrote it for jelloh0530. She gave me the prompts of and I will quote, “First time j2. That's all I got. Ok wait - First time J2 and eyeliner. Yeah. Wait - first time J2 and eyeliner and shaving.”
I’m not sure this is where you wanted me to go hon but that’s where I went. *grins*
“Jay, give him here, man. Maybe if we get him to the vet.”
Jared looked down at his dog, a tear ran down his face, leaving a trail in the makeup. He handed Harley to Jensen and just stood there looking lost. Harley had been stabbed and he didn't know what to do. Blood from Harley's wound was staining his dress.
“I’ll take him, you change and clean up and meet me there. I’ll call. . .I’ll call someone to come and take care of Sadie.”
Jared’s mouth opened as if in protest.
“Jay, you look like something out of a horror movie.” Jensen pointed out as Jared started to argue. “I’ll see you there,” Jen got the door open and Jared stood there and watched as Jen got in his car with Harley, his Harley and drove away.
Right, what had Jen said? Clean up and meet him there. He was walking back down the hall avoiding looking at the blood on the floor and he turned the handle on his bedroom door. Suddenly Sadie was at his side, growling. That meant. . . that meant the bastard that had stabbed Harley was still there. Placing a hand on Sadie’s collar, Jared threw open the door.
His bedroom window was wide open and he could hear someone running down the sidewalk. “Better run you bastard, ‘cause if I ever catch you. . .” Jared stopped yelling as his neighbors’ lights came on. Remembering exactly what he looked like he pulled his head back in and slammed the window shut, making sure it was locked.
Pulling the curtains closed he dropped his once beautiful dress to the floor. Splashed with Harley’s blood it wasn’t like he was going to wear it again. He kicked it away from him. Dropping the rest of his stuff on the floor he headed for the bathroom and the shower.
Ten minutes later he was good to go except for the eyeliner. He had wiped, washed, scrubbed, and it was still there. Finally he just gave up and cleaned it up so that it was just lining his eyes again. Grabbing clothes and throwing them on, he heard someone knocking.
Sadie was standing at the door tail wagging so Jared knew that she knew who was on the other side. But Jared didn’t. “Who is it?”
“Tom, Jay. Jensen called me, knew I was in town. Said you. . .” he stopped as Jared threw the door open and dragged him in.
“I gotta. . .I gotta. . .”Jared was past panic and into paranoia.
“You got to go. I’ll watch Sadie until you get back. I’ll lock up and keep an eye on things. Breathe, Jared.” Tom’s soothing voice calmed him back into a semblance of sanity.
“You be good girl,” Jared hugged his dog who whined at him. “Tom’ll watch you. Harley will be fine.” Jared’s voice broke and he buried his face in Sadie’s neck for a moment and let a few tears fall. Sadie pulled back and licked his face, as if she understood.
Standing up he was face to face with Tom Welling, whom was holding out his keys. “My car is behind yours. Jen said he was taking him to the emergency vet on 4th, he said you’d know it.”
“Thanks, I don’t know what. . .”
“Go.”
And Jared went. After breaking the speed limit and running at least two red lights, Jared parked and then ran inside. Jen was sitting in the waiting room. Jared looked at him, hope shining in his eyes. Jen gave him a sad half smile and walked over to him.
“Is he. . .?” Jared couldn’t say the word ‘dead’.
“No, no. Dude, no.” Jen made a motion to touch Jared and he was engulfed in his large arms. Jared buried his face in Jensen’s neck and let some tears fall. Jensen just wrapped his arms around his friend and let him cry. Jared finally collected himself and pulled back.
“Sorry,” he mumbled and dashed his remaining tears away.
Jen led him over to some tissues. “You’re a mess. You did know you still had eyeliner on right?”
Jared nodded. “Couldn’t figure out how to take it off.”
Jensen wiped under his eyes with the tissue, then dabbed it on the tip of his tongue and ran it under them again. “Lotion ‘ll work, or makeup remover. Didn’t you get some with all your other stuff? I seem to recall a bottle of some.”
Jared shrugged being kind of distracted by Jensen’s tongue. He didn’t know what he bought, he had been given all of that by Ms. Divine and he had paid her. He looked at Jen. “Tell me.”
Leading Jared over to some chairs, Jensen got him to sit. Sitting next to him Jen took his hand in his own. “The knife missed his heart, and his lungs but it did enter his pleural cavity. It had partway filled with blood and collapsed his lung but they go the blood out and now the lung has expanded again. They need to keep him here for a couple of days and make sure that it’s not going to collapse again but after that he’ll be good to go.”
Jared nodded not hearing much more than Harley was hurt but was going to be coming home. “Can I?”
“Sure,” Jensen seemed to understand that Jared needed to see Harley, to make sure that he’s okay. He walked up to the counter and got permission to go back and see Jared’s dog. They walked back together and maybe because it was one in the morning or maybe because the staff was focused on the animals and not the people but Jensen held on to Jared’s hand and no one paid them any mind.
“Harley Padalecki?” Jensen asked and was pointed towards the kennels in the back. Jensen led Jared to the back room where the kennels were.
Jared didn't even bother with Harley having his last name; both he and Sadie were kind of like his kids. Everyone knew how much he loved them. Crouching down, Jared put his hand against the kennel door. “Harley,” he whispered and Harley’s tail thumped on the floor of the kennel.
“Ah boy, I’m sorry.”
“Mr. Padalecki?” Jared looked up at a young woman with a clipboard, and he started seeing red. Jared stood and towered over her.
“I will not sign your damn paper. I have had enough today! Enough!” Jared pushed past the girl who was standing there in shock. Jared got to the waiting room and just stood there. His dog had almost died and some little girl wanted a fucking autograph. Almost immediately he felt horrible. His mama had raised him better than that.
When he lost his temper he usually just blew up and it was over but he hadn’t even been angry, not really, just worried about Harley but that was no reason to take it out on anyone. He had just talked himself into going back and apologizing when Jen stepped out, clipboard in hand.
“You gotta sign for Harley’s records so that they can ask your regular vet for them.”
Now he felt like a complete shit and he had done it in front of Jensen. “That’s what she was asking?” Jared was feeling really small when Jen nodded. “I need to go apologize.”
“I already did and she knew what was going on with Harley, she understands. Jay, please, just sign it so we can go home.”
Jared signed the paper and after giving the vet his home number, his cell, and Jensen’s cell to call if there was any change with Harley, they left. Getting into the car he put the keys in the ignition but before he turned it Jen opened his door. “I’ll drive.”
“What about your car?”
“It’ll be safe enough, besides it’s just a rental. Let’s get Tom’s car back to him.” Jen tried to coax Jared out from behind the steering wheel.
“I can drive.”
Jen nodded. “But you’re exhausted, this has been one hell of a day for you. Let me help you, please.”
There was Jen asking him for something, again. Again Jared couldn’t stop himself from giving it. He handed the keys over and got out to get into the other side. He pushed the seat all the way back and leaned his head back on the headrest. The next thing he knew he was sitting in his driveway with a crick in his neck.
He got out and went in his house.
“Jay!” Jensen said as Sadie came rushing over to jump on Jared.
“You could have woken me up,” Jared said as he squatted down to pet Sadie. Tom and Jensen were sitting at the table, drinking coffee. It had to be past three and a quick glance at the clock told him he was off by an hour, it was past four in the morning.
Giving Sadie on last pat, Jared stood and went and got himself some coffee. “Tom, I don’t know how to thank you.”
“Jay, you would do the same for me and you know it. It’s all good. I’ve just been catching up with Jen here. It’s been too long since we didn’t have to hurry through a conversation.”
Jared was too emotionally drained to try and decide if Tom was just being nice, so he just nodded. Jensen stood up and got Jared sitting down at the table. “We looked the place over, Jay. It doesn’t look like they got anything. Your room is trashed though so something might be missing from there,” Jensen told him.
“The house is locked up tight and I called the police and Eric. I burnt the dress in the fireplace; I didn’t want to have to spend half the night trying to explain that,” Jensen explained.
Jared threw a quick glance at Tom. Jensen gave him a little half smile. “I told him about the bet.”
Tom stood up. “And on that note ladies, I think I’ll be going. I’ve got a flight out at six. Don’t apologize,” he said as Jared opened his mouth to do just that, “it’s what friends do, right?”
Right, except Tom was Jensen’s friend more than his.
Before Jared could process that thought, Tom glanced at Jensen. “Jen, take care of him ‘kay?”
“Okay, Tom,” Jen said with what Jared thought was a little more force than necessary. He had the feeling that he had missed something.
Tom left and Jared stared at a spot on the table. “You don’t have to stay.”
“I already told Eric I was here until Harley was better. You think I’d leave you to face this alone?” When Jared still didn’t look up, Jensen reached out and touched Jared hand. “Jay?”
Jared lifted his eyes to Jensen’s. Tears were welling in his eyes. “It’s my fault.”
“No, no it isn’t.”
“I yelled. I lied and said the cops were coming and I got Harley stabbed. I almost got Harley killed.”
“You didn’t know. It’s not your fault Jay. It’s not!” Jensen laced his fingers through Jared’s his palm against the back of Jared’s hand giving him support. They sat like that as the coffee cooled and Sadie fell asleep on the couch.
“Come on.” Jensen stood and tugged Jared to his feet. “Bed. We’ll go and see Harley later today but you need some sleep.” Jared let himself be led down the hallway, looking down he noticed the stain was gone. Jensen must have seen him look because he said, “Tom. It was all cleaned when I got back. He didn’t clean in your room though.” Jensen turned the knob on the guest bedroom. “So, you can sleep in here, I’ll take the couch.”
“Jen,” Jared said after he got into the room and Jensen stopped halfway out the door. “I. . .I. . .”
“Its okay, Jay. You’re welcome.” And he turned to leave.
“No. I mean yes, thank you but no, I wanted to know if you’ll stay.”
“I already told you I’m staying.”
“No, here with me. I don’t. . .I can’t. . . Please Jen.”
“Big doofus. Of course. Let me grab some night clothes from my bag, you’ve got some in the bathroom.” And with that Jensen stepped out. Jared stood for a moment not quite believing what he had just done. Was he taking advantage of the situation? Was he just going to end up hurting Jen? It had been such a fucked up kind of day he didn’t even have the energy to examine his reasons for asking Jen to stay. He changed into his night pants and was sliding into bed when Jensen came back in.
“I get the side by the wall,” Jensen called out as he saw Jared getting into bed.
“Why? Afraid you’ll fall out?”
“No, I’m afraid you and your gigantic limbs will kick me out,” Jensen teased with a smile.
“Fine,” Jared huffed and crossed his arms in front of him.
“Have I told you how cute you are when you pout?” Jensen was crawling across Jared and then Jared put his hand out and stopped him. Jensen looked up at Jared and something changed. There was a palpable tension in the room, between them.
Jared reached and pulled Jensen to him. Stopping with their faces just inches from one another. Light from the false dawn outside illuminating both of them. Jared could feel Jen’s breath on his face and he couldn’t stop staring into those eyes.
He was never certain later just who closed the gap between them. Maybe they met in the middle. All that Jared knew is that he was kissing Jensen and then Jensen was lying on him and oh yeah, he opened his legs and Jen settled between them. Jared’s hard cock was pressing against Jensen’s through their pants and he grabbed Jen’s ass to grind them together.
“Jay,” Jensen gasped as he broke their kiss.
“Jen,” Jared said as Jensen attacked his neck. “Oh god Jen, I’m gonna.. .”
“Let go Jay, I’m here. I got you.” Jensen breathed into his ear before capturing his mouth again. Jared bucked up against Jensen and threw his head back with a moan as he climaxed. Jensen pushed his cock up against Jared’s hip and came with a gasp. He lay there sprawled between Jared’s legs and caught his breath. Jared pulled Jen’s head down so that it lay on his chest. Grabbing the blanket he tossed it over both of them, wrapped his arms around Jensen and as Jen’s breathing evened out, Jared fell asleep.
Waking up was quite interesting; well, kind of interesting anyway. Sadie was scratching and whining at the door as Jared woke up. He realized that Jensen was still snug between his legs and he was thoroughly aware of his morning wood. Jen moved and then Jared became aware of his morning wood too. Jen froze.
Jared let his arms fall to his sides. “Sorry,” he muttered. Jen moved so Jared could get out of bed.
“For what?”
“You didn’t get to sleep next to the wall,” Jared said instead of something stupid like ‘that I kept you here’. Jensen surprised him and gave him a huge laugh. After a bit, Jared started laughing too. . . even though it wasn’t that funny. Pretty soon they both were out of breath and tears were falling down both their faces.
“The wall,” Jen said and patted Jared. “No I slept on the wall.” They slowly caught their breath. “Go take Sadie out. I’ll be here when you get back.”
Jared nodded and opened the door. Sadie tore around the room jumping on the bed right on Jen’s stomach and then off again. “Sadie, calm down,” Jared said and headed down the hall to his room to grab his coat and slippers.
His night pants were all crusty with come but Sadie was more important. Ignoring the mess in his room he slipped his feet into his slippers and pulled a hoodie on.
“Come on girl.” Jared pulled the back door open and Sadie ran past him. She ran across the yard before she looked around for Harley. Giving a bark she ran around the fence, checking every place that Harley might be hidden.
Tears prickled in his eyes, he blinked rapidly so that they wouldn’t fall. Sadie trotted over to him with a rope that she and Harley would play tug with. Cocking her head, she looked at him like she was asking where her buddy was.
“Soon, girl. He’ll be home soon.” Jared threw the rope for her and she brought it back and dropped it on the ground like she didn’t want to play. Patting her on the head he motioned her back to the house.
Getting some food for her, he almost fixed two bowls like usual. He was standing at the counter, Harley’s bowl in front of him and tears again threatening to fall, when Jen padded in, still in his night pants, too.
“Jay?”
“’t’s nothing.” The threatened tears trembled on the edge of his lashes, he couldn’t look at Jensen. He couldn’t look away from Harley’s dish.
“He’s going to okay.”
Jared just nodded, still not looking up and not trusting his voice. Jensen came over and wrapped his arms around Jared’s waist, laid his cheek against his back and just held him.
A tear splashed against the counter, then another, and another. Then Jared was sobbing and Jen had turned him around and he was once again wrapped in his arms. “Shhh. . .” Jensen soothed rubbing circles against his back.
The tears finally stopped. Jared began to feel awkward because he realized he had just got tears and snot all over Jensen’s neck and shoulder. “Sorry,” he mumbled as he pulled back. He grabbed a dishtowel off of the counter and tried to wipe Jensen off. He was stopped by a hand on his.
Jared finally met Jensen’s eyes. Jen looked like he had been crying too. But he didn’t have snot halfway down his face or red swollen eyes like Jared knew he did. “Shower.”
Jensen looked at him like he had lost his mind.
“We need to shower.” Jared peeled his night pants away with a grimace and Jen gave him a smile.
“You go first,” Jensen told him and Jared tried not to let his disappointment show. He went and let Sadie back outside to finish her business now that she had eaten. Wandering down the hall, he stood outside his bedroom door looking at the mess that was all over. Jen came up behind him.
“I’ll let Sadie back in and get you something, you go shower.” Jensen pushed him in the direction of the other bathroom. Jared just nodded and went.
He was on autopilot; he didn’t remember peeling the pants off, turning on the shower or even getting in. All he knew is he was standing under the hot water, scrubbing at his face, determined that he had fucking cried enough. Just because when he looked at his room all he could think of is how he had failed to take care of Harley was no reason to cry. Oh, crap, he had just snotted all over poor Jen’s shoulder. He had fucking had it. He needed to pull his shit together and stop this self-pity crap. Turning his face up to the water, he could pretend that all of the water on his face came from the shower.
Jensen startled him as he pulled the shower curtain aside. “Mind if I join you?” With Jared head shake he stepped into the tub with him. It wasn’t the first time he had seen Jensen naked, not by a long shot. Good god, they practically lived in each other’s pockets when they were filming. However, it was the first time Jared had seen him naked since he had decided he wanted to be with Jen, however Jen would have him.
Jared’s eyes tracked the tracks of water as they ran down Jensen’s body. Running down that chest and across those perfect nipples, down the flat stomach, through the hair that curled around his cock, a cock that was stirring even as he watched. Flicking his eyes back up to Jen’s face, Jared began to blush having been caught staring.
“Like what you see?” Jensen purred and Jared swallowed. He watched as Jen gave his body the same examination. He felt as if fire followed Jen’s eyes and by the time he was looking at Jared’s cock Jared was hard and erect. He had never been this way with anyone, not even Sandy could get him hard with just a look. He closed his eyes and leaned back against the wall, he was acting like some randy fifteen year old.
Then his eyes popped open as he felt a sudden warmth surround his cock. Jen had stepped closer and wrapped his hand around Jared’s dick. “God, Jen,” Jared hissed out and Jensen gave him a secret smile and dropped to his knees his mouth enveloping Jared as he went down.
Jared was soon bracing himself, hand on the wall, hand on Jensen's shoulder, his fingers digging in so hard he was afraid he was leaving bruises but Jen was giving him the best head he had ever had in his entire life. He even managed to somehow deep throat him, Jared nearly came as he watched Jensen swallow his entire length. Jen slipped a soapy finger down his crack and ran it around his hole and Jared’s hips bucked forward gagging Jen.
Trying to pull out his cock out of Jensen’s mouth Jared was stopped as Jensen slowly pushed a finger into his ass. The burn wasn’t that pleasant but then Jen was licking around the head of his cock. Sliding one finger in and out of him until Jared was pushing back against his hand. Then Jen did something, curled his finger and Jared was coming. He hadn’t even had a chance to warn Jensen. Not that it turned out to be necessary as Jen drank him down, but still.
Letting his finger slid out of Jared, Jensen slowly stood up. Jared was on him as soon as he was standing up. Pushing him against the wall and kissing him. Jared could taste himself in Jensen mouth and it surprised him how much he liked it. It might have been because Jen was willing to swallow at all, that was one thing that Sandy had refused to do.
Jensen’s hard on was brushing his thigh and Jared reached down and found his hand stopped by Jensen. Jared looked at him and Jensen seemed to be debating something inside himself, so he waited. Finally Jensen reached up and tugged his head down for another kiss. As they broke for air Jensen whispered to him. “I want to be inside you, then later I want you inside me.”
Feeling his cock stir at the suggestions, all Jared could do was nod. Jen reached around him and shut off the water. Getting out and drying off, Jensen asked him if his lube and condoms were still in his bedside table. Jared nodded not really wanting to know how Jensen knew where his sex stuff was.
Suddenly self conscious, he sat on the bed, his towel around his waist. What if he messed this up? What if it fucked up his friendship with Jensen? Right now Jared didn’t know what he would do without him. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuckety fuck fuck.
“Fuckety fuck fuck?” It wasn’t until Jen spoke that Jared realized that he had been talking out loud.
Jared thought fast. “I was just trying to figure out if Chad had won or not.” Jared knew it made him sound a bit shallow but it was the best he could come up with. He certainly wasn’t going to tell Jensen that he had been cursing because he had just realized that he was in love with him.
“Chad? Really?” Jen cocked an eyebrow at him. “All right, I’ll bite. Why exactly were you cussing?”
“I think he won.”
“Really?”
“Well, he said that I would have the time of my life and I did. Taking out the ending which the dare had nothing to do with, I had a wonderful time. Thanks to you.” He tugged Jensen to him for a kiss.
The next thing Jared knew he was sprawled across the bed, towel gone and Jensen biting his neck. Then he moved up to his ear and licking around the outer shell he bit down on Jared lobe and Jared moaned.
“Jen.”
“Are you sure you want to do this, Jay?”
“Jen, please.” Jared was biting his tongue holding back on the babble of love that he wanted to spout. Jensen put his hand on Jared’s chest and pulled back to look into Jared’s eyes.
“Are you sure?” Jensen’s eyes searched his as if looking for the truth.
“Yes. I want this. I want us. I want you.”
Jensen smiled and it warmed Jared’s heart. God he was beautiful. Jared lifted his hand to Jensen’s face brushing his thumb over Jen’s sweet lips. Watching as Jen’s eyes darkened, his pupils dilating. Then Jensen nipped the pad of his thumb and Jared felt a spike of need like electricity run down his spine. He could feel his cock jump and bump Jensen’s hip.
Jared slipped his hand a bit and pulled Jensen down to him for a leisurely kiss. Kissing Jen was something that Jared could do forever. The way their stubble brushed and his lips, oh god, his lips and that tongue. It was almost as good as making love and Jared had never thought much about kissing.
Jensen moved and began to trail kisses down his neck, which had Jared lifting his head back to allow Jensen more access. Jensen found a pulse point and sucked on it, it was as if there was a link between his neck and his cock because he got even harder, aching even. He licked down to Jared’s nipples and then brushed his stubble across them, making Jared arch off of the bed.
Starting to mumble, to beg, Jared gradually got louder and louder. “Jen, please. Oh fuck yes. There. Oh god Jen.” And then it turned into a steady stream of please as Jensen grasped his cock. “Please, please, pleasepleaseplease.” Then Jared couldn’t talk anymore. Jensen’s mouth had engulfed his dick again and somehow he had gotten the lube open and slicked up a finger because Jared could feel it sliding around his anus.
“Breathe Jay,” Jensen told him and as Jared remembered to breathe Jensen pushed a finger in. Then he was pushing Jared’s legs up and moving down, his finger sliding out with a slick movement. Replacing the finger with his tongue. His tongue. Jared’s brain just shut down. He couldn’t think any longer, just feel.
Jensen slid two fingers in while still licking around Jared’s ring of muscle and Jared hardly noticed. Pulling back, Jen slipped in a third and Jared felt a slight burn as he was stretched. “Please Jen,” Jared really wanted Jensen inside him.
Giving Jared a grin he reached out and snagged the condom all the while still fucking Jared with his other hand. He slid his fingers out and Jared whined at the loss, even though he knew it meant he was going to get what he wanted. Which was Jensen’s cock in his ass.
Before Jared could catch his breath, Jensen had his condom on, had rubbed lube all over it, and his cock was pressing at his tight ring of muscle. “Relax Jay and push a little.”
Jared grasped what Jen meant and pushed down with a small ‘uhgh’ and Jensen slid into him. It didn’t hurt. It burned a little from the unaccustomed girth of Jen’s cock but it didn’t hurt.
When Jensen said it shouldn’t, Jared realized that he must have spoken out loud, again. Buried hilt deep in his ass, Jensen leaned in to kiss Jared and his cock brushed Jared’s prostate because Jared was seeing stars. “Good?” Jensen asked with a knowing smile. Jared couldn’t do more than nod and then Jensen moved.
“Yes, Jen. Oh yes, please,” Jared began to plead with Jensen again as he wrapped his hand around his cock and Jensen moved in and out of him. Keeping up a slow but steady pace, Jensen just about drove him crazy until his pleading for more and harder and faster finally got some results.
Jensen’s cock stroked his prostate with every move, in or out and Jared couldn’t stand it anymore, he was coming. Thick gobs of come splattered his stomach and chest and then he felt Jensen push in and stop. Jared clenched his ass and Jensen gave a groan.
Pulling out with a pop, Jensen stripped the condom off and leaning over he dropped it into the trash. Jared stretched his legs out and grabbed a t-shirt and wiped up his chest. Then he got Jensen to lie beside him. He was going to say thank you but it seemed like his mouth had a mind of its own.
“Love you.” Jared could feel Jensen tense for a moment, and then he just rubbed his hand up and down Jared’s arm.
“Love you, too.”
Jared could feel Jensen smile against his side. He didn’t realize he was grinning until his cheeks started hurting.
Harley was going to be alright and he had a couple of days to convince Jensen to move in with him. Jensen loved him. Everything else would sort itself out, eventually. Jared had faith in that.
Title: Betting Is Bad For Your Sanity 2/2
Pairing: J2 Jared/Jensen RPS
Rating: Adult, if you are not old enough don't click
Word count: 4950 or so
Beta The ever wonderful monica_catch22
Warnings: Cross-dressing, Slash, use of Jared and Jensen’s friends for my own nefarious purposes.
Disclaimer: This is just a story it came out of my own twisted little mind. It in no way reflects actual things that may or may not have happened with any or all of these people. In other words I made it all up. No real people or dogs were harmed in the making of this fic.
Summary: Jared loses a bet to Chad and really doesn’t like the price he has to pay. But Jensen comes and helps so everything’s good.
Notes: This is a gift fic. I wrote it for jelloh0530. She gave me the prompts of and I will quote, “First time j2. That's all I got. Ok wait - First time J2 and eyeliner. Yeah. Wait - first time J2 and eyeliner and shaving.”
I’m not sure this is where you wanted me to go hon but that’s where I went. *grins*
“Jay, give him here, man. Maybe if we get him to the vet.”
Jared looked down at his dog, a tear ran down his face, leaving a trail in the makeup. He handed Harley to Jensen and just stood there looking lost. Harley had been stabbed and he didn't know what to do. Blood from Harley's wound was staining his dress.
“I’ll take him, you change and clean up and meet me there. I’ll call. . .I’ll call someone to come and take care of Sadie.”
Jared’s mouth opened as if in protest.
“Jay, you look like something out of a horror movie.” Jensen pointed out as Jared started to argue. “I’ll see you there,” Jen got the door open and Jared stood there and watched as Jen got in his car with Harley, his Harley and drove away.
Right, what had Jen said? Clean up and meet him there. He was walking back down the hall avoiding looking at the blood on the floor and he turned the handle on his bedroom door. Suddenly Sadie was at his side, growling. That meant. . . that meant the bastard that had stabbed Harley was still there. Placing a hand on Sadie’s collar, Jared threw open the door.
His bedroom window was wide open and he could hear someone running down the sidewalk. “Better run you bastard, ‘cause if I ever catch you. . .” Jared stopped yelling as his neighbors’ lights came on. Remembering exactly what he looked like he pulled his head back in and slammed the window shut, making sure it was locked.
Pulling the curtains closed he dropped his once beautiful dress to the floor. Splashed with Harley’s blood it wasn’t like he was going to wear it again. He kicked it away from him. Dropping the rest of his stuff on the floor he headed for the bathroom and the shower.
Ten minutes later he was good to go except for the eyeliner. He had wiped, washed, scrubbed, and it was still there. Finally he just gave up and cleaned it up so that it was just lining his eyes again. Grabbing clothes and throwing them on, he heard someone knocking.
Sadie was standing at the door tail wagging so Jared knew that she knew who was on the other side. But Jared didn’t. “Who is it?”
“Tom, Jay. Jensen called me, knew I was in town. Said you. . .” he stopped as Jared threw the door open and dragged him in.
“I gotta. . .I gotta. . .”Jared was past panic and into paranoia.
“You got to go. I’ll watch Sadie until you get back. I’ll lock up and keep an eye on things. Breathe, Jared.” Tom’s soothing voice calmed him back into a semblance of sanity.
“You be good girl,” Jared hugged his dog who whined at him. “Tom’ll watch you. Harley will be fine.” Jared’s voice broke and he buried his face in Sadie’s neck for a moment and let a few tears fall. Sadie pulled back and licked his face, as if she understood.
Standing up he was face to face with Tom Welling, whom was holding out his keys. “My car is behind yours. Jen said he was taking him to the emergency vet on 4th, he said you’d know it.”
“Thanks, I don’t know what. . .”
“Go.”
And Jared went. After breaking the speed limit and running at least two red lights, Jared parked and then ran inside. Jen was sitting in the waiting room. Jared looked at him, hope shining in his eyes. Jen gave him a sad half smile and walked over to him.
“Is he. . .?” Jared couldn’t say the word ‘dead’.
“No, no. Dude, no.” Jen made a motion to touch Jared and he was engulfed in his large arms. Jared buried his face in Jensen’s neck and let some tears fall. Jensen just wrapped his arms around his friend and let him cry. Jared finally collected himself and pulled back.
“Sorry,” he mumbled and dashed his remaining tears away.
Jen led him over to some tissues. “You’re a mess. You did know you still had eyeliner on right?”
Jared nodded. “Couldn’t figure out how to take it off.”
Jensen wiped under his eyes with the tissue, then dabbed it on the tip of his tongue and ran it under them again. “Lotion ‘ll work, or makeup remover. Didn’t you get some with all your other stuff? I seem to recall a bottle of some.”
Jared shrugged being kind of distracted by Jensen’s tongue. He didn’t know what he bought, he had been given all of that by Ms. Divine and he had paid her. He looked at Jen. “Tell me.”
Leading Jared over to some chairs, Jensen got him to sit. Sitting next to him Jen took his hand in his own. “The knife missed his heart, and his lungs but it did enter his pleural cavity. It had partway filled with blood and collapsed his lung but they go the blood out and now the lung has expanded again. They need to keep him here for a couple of days and make sure that it’s not going to collapse again but after that he’ll be good to go.”
Jared nodded not hearing much more than Harley was hurt but was going to be coming home. “Can I?”
“Sure,” Jensen seemed to understand that Jared needed to see Harley, to make sure that he’s okay. He walked up to the counter and got permission to go back and see Jared’s dog. They walked back together and maybe because it was one in the morning or maybe because the staff was focused on the animals and not the people but Jensen held on to Jared’s hand and no one paid them any mind.
“Harley Padalecki?” Jensen asked and was pointed towards the kennels in the back. Jensen led Jared to the back room where the kennels were.
Jared didn't even bother with Harley having his last name; both he and Sadie were kind of like his kids. Everyone knew how much he loved them. Crouching down, Jared put his hand against the kennel door. “Harley,” he whispered and Harley’s tail thumped on the floor of the kennel.
“Ah boy, I’m sorry.”
“Mr. Padalecki?” Jared looked up at a young woman with a clipboard, and he started seeing red. Jared stood and towered over her.
“I will not sign your damn paper. I have had enough today! Enough!” Jared pushed past the girl who was standing there in shock. Jared got to the waiting room and just stood there. His dog had almost died and some little girl wanted a fucking autograph. Almost immediately he felt horrible. His mama had raised him better than that.
When he lost his temper he usually just blew up and it was over but he hadn’t even been angry, not really, just worried about Harley but that was no reason to take it out on anyone. He had just talked himself into going back and apologizing when Jen stepped out, clipboard in hand.
“You gotta sign for Harley’s records so that they can ask your regular vet for them.”
Now he felt like a complete shit and he had done it in front of Jensen. “That’s what she was asking?” Jared was feeling really small when Jen nodded. “I need to go apologize.”
“I already did and she knew what was going on with Harley, she understands. Jay, please, just sign it so we can go home.”
Jared signed the paper and after giving the vet his home number, his cell, and Jensen’s cell to call if there was any change with Harley, they left. Getting into the car he put the keys in the ignition but before he turned it Jen opened his door. “I’ll drive.”
“What about your car?”
“It’ll be safe enough, besides it’s just a rental. Let’s get Tom’s car back to him.” Jen tried to coax Jared out from behind the steering wheel.
“I can drive.”
Jen nodded. “But you’re exhausted, this has been one hell of a day for you. Let me help you, please.”
There was Jen asking him for something, again. Again Jared couldn’t stop himself from giving it. He handed the keys over and got out to get into the other side. He pushed the seat all the way back and leaned his head back on the headrest. The next thing he knew he was sitting in his driveway with a crick in his neck.
He got out and went in his house.
“Jay!” Jensen said as Sadie came rushing over to jump on Jared.
“You could have woken me up,” Jared said as he squatted down to pet Sadie. Tom and Jensen were sitting at the table, drinking coffee. It had to be past three and a quick glance at the clock told him he was off by an hour, it was past four in the morning.
Giving Sadie on last pat, Jared stood and went and got himself some coffee. “Tom, I don’t know how to thank you.”
“Jay, you would do the same for me and you know it. It’s all good. I’ve just been catching up with Jen here. It’s been too long since we didn’t have to hurry through a conversation.”
Jared was too emotionally drained to try and decide if Tom was just being nice, so he just nodded. Jensen stood up and got Jared sitting down at the table. “We looked the place over, Jay. It doesn’t look like they got anything. Your room is trashed though so something might be missing from there,” Jensen told him.
“The house is locked up tight and I called the police and Eric. I burnt the dress in the fireplace; I didn’t want to have to spend half the night trying to explain that,” Jensen explained.
Jared threw a quick glance at Tom. Jensen gave him a little half smile. “I told him about the bet.”
Tom stood up. “And on that note ladies, I think I’ll be going. I’ve got a flight out at six. Don’t apologize,” he said as Jared opened his mouth to do just that, “it’s what friends do, right?”
Right, except Tom was Jensen’s friend more than his.
Before Jared could process that thought, Tom glanced at Jensen. “Jen, take care of him ‘kay?”
“Okay, Tom,” Jen said with what Jared thought was a little more force than necessary. He had the feeling that he had missed something.
Tom left and Jared stared at a spot on the table. “You don’t have to stay.”
“I already told Eric I was here until Harley was better. You think I’d leave you to face this alone?” When Jared still didn’t look up, Jensen reached out and touched Jared hand. “Jay?”
Jared lifted his eyes to Jensen’s. Tears were welling in his eyes. “It’s my fault.”
“No, no it isn’t.”
“I yelled. I lied and said the cops were coming and I got Harley stabbed. I almost got Harley killed.”
“You didn’t know. It’s not your fault Jay. It’s not!” Jensen laced his fingers through Jared’s his palm against the back of Jared’s hand giving him support. They sat like that as the coffee cooled and Sadie fell asleep on the couch.
“Come on.” Jensen stood and tugged Jared to his feet. “Bed. We’ll go and see Harley later today but you need some sleep.” Jared let himself be led down the hallway, looking down he noticed the stain was gone. Jensen must have seen him look because he said, “Tom. It was all cleaned when I got back. He didn’t clean in your room though.” Jensen turned the knob on the guest bedroom. “So, you can sleep in here, I’ll take the couch.”
“Jen,” Jared said after he got into the room and Jensen stopped halfway out the door. “I. . .I. . .”
“Its okay, Jay. You’re welcome.” And he turned to leave.
“No. I mean yes, thank you but no, I wanted to know if you’ll stay.”
“I already told you I’m staying.”
“No, here with me. I don’t. . .I can’t. . . Please Jen.”
“Big doofus. Of course. Let me grab some night clothes from my bag, you’ve got some in the bathroom.” And with that Jensen stepped out. Jared stood for a moment not quite believing what he had just done. Was he taking advantage of the situation? Was he just going to end up hurting Jen? It had been such a fucked up kind of day he didn’t even have the energy to examine his reasons for asking Jen to stay. He changed into his night pants and was sliding into bed when Jensen came back in.
“I get the side by the wall,” Jensen called out as he saw Jared getting into bed.
“Why? Afraid you’ll fall out?”
“No, I’m afraid you and your gigantic limbs will kick me out,” Jensen teased with a smile.
“Fine,” Jared huffed and crossed his arms in front of him.
“Have I told you how cute you are when you pout?” Jensen was crawling across Jared and then Jared put his hand out and stopped him. Jensen looked up at Jared and something changed. There was a palpable tension in the room, between them.
Jared reached and pulled Jensen to him. Stopping with their faces just inches from one another. Light from the false dawn outside illuminating both of them. Jared could feel Jen’s breath on his face and he couldn’t stop staring into those eyes.
He was never certain later just who closed the gap between them. Maybe they met in the middle. All that Jared knew is that he was kissing Jensen and then Jensen was lying on him and oh yeah, he opened his legs and Jen settled between them. Jared’s hard cock was pressing against Jensen’s through their pants and he grabbed Jen’s ass to grind them together.
“Jay,” Jensen gasped as he broke their kiss.
“Jen,” Jared said as Jensen attacked his neck. “Oh god Jen, I’m gonna.. .”
“Let go Jay, I’m here. I got you.” Jensen breathed into his ear before capturing his mouth again. Jared bucked up against Jensen and threw his head back with a moan as he climaxed. Jensen pushed his cock up against Jared’s hip and came with a gasp. He lay there sprawled between Jared’s legs and caught his breath. Jared pulled Jen’s head down so that it lay on his chest. Grabbing the blanket he tossed it over both of them, wrapped his arms around Jensen and as Jen’s breathing evened out, Jared fell asleep.
Waking up was quite interesting; well, kind of interesting anyway. Sadie was scratching and whining at the door as Jared woke up. He realized that Jensen was still snug between his legs and he was thoroughly aware of his morning wood. Jen moved and then Jared became aware of his morning wood too. Jen froze.
Jared let his arms fall to his sides. “Sorry,” he muttered. Jen moved so Jared could get out of bed.
“For what?”
“You didn’t get to sleep next to the wall,” Jared said instead of something stupid like ‘that I kept you here’. Jensen surprised him and gave him a huge laugh. After a bit, Jared started laughing too. . . even though it wasn’t that funny. Pretty soon they both were out of breath and tears were falling down both their faces.
“The wall,” Jen said and patted Jared. “No I slept on the wall.” They slowly caught their breath. “Go take Sadie out. I’ll be here when you get back.”
Jared nodded and opened the door. Sadie tore around the room jumping on the bed right on Jen’s stomach and then off again. “Sadie, calm down,” Jared said and headed down the hall to his room to grab his coat and slippers.
His night pants were all crusty with come but Sadie was more important. Ignoring the mess in his room he slipped his feet into his slippers and pulled a hoodie on.
“Come on girl.” Jared pulled the back door open and Sadie ran past him. She ran across the yard before she looked around for Harley. Giving a bark she ran around the fence, checking every place that Harley might be hidden.
Tears prickled in his eyes, he blinked rapidly so that they wouldn’t fall. Sadie trotted over to him with a rope that she and Harley would play tug with. Cocking her head, she looked at him like she was asking where her buddy was.
“Soon, girl. He’ll be home soon.” Jared threw the rope for her and she brought it back and dropped it on the ground like she didn’t want to play. Patting her on the head he motioned her back to the house.
Getting some food for her, he almost fixed two bowls like usual. He was standing at the counter, Harley’s bowl in front of him and tears again threatening to fall, when Jen padded in, still in his night pants, too.
“Jay?”
“’t’s nothing.” The threatened tears trembled on the edge of his lashes, he couldn’t look at Jensen. He couldn’t look away from Harley’s dish.
“He’s going to okay.”
Jared just nodded, still not looking up and not trusting his voice. Jensen came over and wrapped his arms around Jared’s waist, laid his cheek against his back and just held him.
A tear splashed against the counter, then another, and another. Then Jared was sobbing and Jen had turned him around and he was once again wrapped in his arms. “Shhh. . .” Jensen soothed rubbing circles against his back.
The tears finally stopped. Jared began to feel awkward because he realized he had just got tears and snot all over Jensen’s neck and shoulder. “Sorry,” he mumbled as he pulled back. He grabbed a dishtowel off of the counter and tried to wipe Jensen off. He was stopped by a hand on his.
Jared finally met Jensen’s eyes. Jen looked like he had been crying too. But he didn’t have snot halfway down his face or red swollen eyes like Jared knew he did. “Shower.”
Jensen looked at him like he had lost his mind.
“We need to shower.” Jared peeled his night pants away with a grimace and Jen gave him a smile.
“You go first,” Jensen told him and Jared tried not to let his disappointment show. He went and let Sadie back outside to finish her business now that she had eaten. Wandering down the hall, he stood outside his bedroom door looking at the mess that was all over. Jen came up behind him.
“I’ll let Sadie back in and get you something, you go shower.” Jensen pushed him in the direction of the other bathroom. Jared just nodded and went.
He was on autopilot; he didn’t remember peeling the pants off, turning on the shower or even getting in. All he knew is he was standing under the hot water, scrubbing at his face, determined that he had fucking cried enough. Just because when he looked at his room all he could think of is how he had failed to take care of Harley was no reason to cry. Oh, crap, he had just snotted all over poor Jen’s shoulder. He had fucking had it. He needed to pull his shit together and stop this self-pity crap. Turning his face up to the water, he could pretend that all of the water on his face came from the shower.
Jensen startled him as he pulled the shower curtain aside. “Mind if I join you?” With Jared head shake he stepped into the tub with him. It wasn’t the first time he had seen Jensen naked, not by a long shot. Good god, they practically lived in each other’s pockets when they were filming. However, it was the first time Jared had seen him naked since he had decided he wanted to be with Jen, however Jen would have him.
Jared’s eyes tracked the tracks of water as they ran down Jensen’s body. Running down that chest and across those perfect nipples, down the flat stomach, through the hair that curled around his cock, a cock that was stirring even as he watched. Flicking his eyes back up to Jen’s face, Jared began to blush having been caught staring.
“Like what you see?” Jensen purred and Jared swallowed. He watched as Jen gave his body the same examination. He felt as if fire followed Jen’s eyes and by the time he was looking at Jared’s cock Jared was hard and erect. He had never been this way with anyone, not even Sandy could get him hard with just a look. He closed his eyes and leaned back against the wall, he was acting like some randy fifteen year old.
Then his eyes popped open as he felt a sudden warmth surround his cock. Jen had stepped closer and wrapped his hand around Jared’s dick. “God, Jen,” Jared hissed out and Jensen gave him a secret smile and dropped to his knees his mouth enveloping Jared as he went down.
Jared was soon bracing himself, hand on the wall, hand on Jensen's shoulder, his fingers digging in so hard he was afraid he was leaving bruises but Jen was giving him the best head he had ever had in his entire life. He even managed to somehow deep throat him, Jared nearly came as he watched Jensen swallow his entire length. Jen slipped a soapy finger down his crack and ran it around his hole and Jared’s hips bucked forward gagging Jen.
Trying to pull out his cock out of Jensen’s mouth Jared was stopped as Jensen slowly pushed a finger into his ass. The burn wasn’t that pleasant but then Jen was licking around the head of his cock. Sliding one finger in and out of him until Jared was pushing back against his hand. Then Jen did something, curled his finger and Jared was coming. He hadn’t even had a chance to warn Jensen. Not that it turned out to be necessary as Jen drank him down, but still.
Letting his finger slid out of Jared, Jensen slowly stood up. Jared was on him as soon as he was standing up. Pushing him against the wall and kissing him. Jared could taste himself in Jensen mouth and it surprised him how much he liked it. It might have been because Jen was willing to swallow at all, that was one thing that Sandy had refused to do.
Jensen’s hard on was brushing his thigh and Jared reached down and found his hand stopped by Jensen. Jared looked at him and Jensen seemed to be debating something inside himself, so he waited. Finally Jensen reached up and tugged his head down for another kiss. As they broke for air Jensen whispered to him. “I want to be inside you, then later I want you inside me.”
Feeling his cock stir at the suggestions, all Jared could do was nod. Jen reached around him and shut off the water. Getting out and drying off, Jensen asked him if his lube and condoms were still in his bedside table. Jared nodded not really wanting to know how Jensen knew where his sex stuff was.
Suddenly self conscious, he sat on the bed, his towel around his waist. What if he messed this up? What if it fucked up his friendship with Jensen? Right now Jared didn’t know what he would do without him. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuck. Oh, fuckety fuck fuck.
“Fuckety fuck fuck?” It wasn’t until Jen spoke that Jared realized that he had been talking out loud.
Jared thought fast. “I was just trying to figure out if Chad had won or not.” Jared knew it made him sound a bit shallow but it was the best he could come up with. He certainly wasn’t going to tell Jensen that he had been cursing because he had just realized that he was in love with him.
“Chad? Really?” Jen cocked an eyebrow at him. “All right, I’ll bite. Why exactly were you cussing?”
“I think he won.”
“Really?”
“Well, he said that I would have the time of my life and I did. Taking out the ending which the dare had nothing to do with, I had a wonderful time. Thanks to you.” He tugged Jensen to him for a kiss.
The next thing Jared knew he was sprawled across the bed, towel gone and Jensen biting his neck. Then he moved up to his ear and licking around the outer shell he bit down on Jared lobe and Jared moaned.
“Jen.”
“Are you sure you want to do this, Jay?”
“Jen, please.” Jared was biting his tongue holding back on the babble of love that he wanted to spout. Jensen put his hand on Jared’s chest and pulled back to look into Jared’s eyes.
“Are you sure?” Jensen’s eyes searched his as if looking for the truth.
“Yes. I want this. I want us. I want you.”
Jensen smiled and it warmed Jared’s heart. God he was beautiful. Jared lifted his hand to Jensen’s face brushing his thumb over Jen’s sweet lips. Watching as Jen’s eyes darkened, his pupils dilating. Then Jensen nipped the pad of his thumb and Jared felt a spike of need like electricity run down his spine. He could feel his cock jump and bump Jensen’s hip.
Jared slipped his hand a bit and pulled Jensen down to him for a leisurely kiss. Kissing Jen was something that Jared could do forever. The way their stubble brushed and his lips, oh god, his lips and that tongue. It was almost as good as making love and Jared had never thought much about kissing.
Jensen moved and began to trail kisses down his neck, which had Jared lifting his head back to allow Jensen more access. Jensen found a pulse point and sucked on it, it was as if there was a link between his neck and his cock because he got even harder, aching even. He licked down to Jared’s nipples and then brushed his stubble across them, making Jared arch off of the bed.
Starting to mumble, to beg, Jared gradually got louder and louder. “Jen, please. Oh fuck yes. There. Oh god Jen.” And then it turned into a steady stream of please as Jensen grasped his cock. “Please, please, pleasepleaseplease.” Then Jared couldn’t talk anymore. Jensen’s mouth had engulfed his dick again and somehow he had gotten the lube open and slicked up a finger because Jared could feel it sliding around his anus.
“Breathe Jay,” Jensen told him and as Jared remembered to breathe Jensen pushed a finger in. Then he was pushing Jared’s legs up and moving down, his finger sliding out with a slick movement. Replacing the finger with his tongue. His tongue. Jared’s brain just shut down. He couldn’t think any longer, just feel.
Jensen slid two fingers in while still licking around Jared’s ring of muscle and Jared hardly noticed. Pulling back, Jen slipped in a third and Jared felt a slight burn as he was stretched. “Please Jen,” Jared really wanted Jensen inside him.
Giving Jared a grin he reached out and snagged the condom all the while still fucking Jared with his other hand. He slid his fingers out and Jared whined at the loss, even though he knew it meant he was going to get what he wanted. Which was Jensen’s cock in his ass.
Before Jared could catch his breath, Jensen had his condom on, had rubbed lube all over it, and his cock was pressing at his tight ring of muscle. “Relax Jay and push a little.”
Jared grasped what Jen meant and pushed down with a small ‘uhgh’ and Jensen slid into him. It didn’t hurt. It burned a little from the unaccustomed girth of Jen’s cock but it didn’t hurt.
When Jensen said it shouldn’t, Jared realized that he must have spoken out loud, again. Buried hilt deep in his ass, Jensen leaned in to kiss Jared and his cock brushed Jared’s prostate because Jared was seeing stars. “Good?” Jensen asked with a knowing smile. Jared couldn’t do more than nod and then Jensen moved.
“Yes, Jen. Oh yes, please,” Jared began to plead with Jensen again as he wrapped his hand around his cock and Jensen moved in and out of him. Keeping up a slow but steady pace, Jensen just about drove him crazy until his pleading for more and harder and faster finally got some results.
Jensen’s cock stroked his prostate with every move, in or out and Jared couldn’t stand it anymore, he was coming. Thick gobs of come splattered his stomach and chest and then he felt Jensen push in and stop. Jared clenched his ass and Jensen gave a groan.
Pulling out with a pop, Jensen stripped the condom off and leaning over he dropped it into the trash. Jared stretched his legs out and grabbed a t-shirt and wiped up his chest. Then he got Jensen to lie beside him. He was going to say thank you but it seemed like his mouth had a mind of its own.
“Love you.” Jared could feel Jensen tense for a moment, and then he just rubbed his hand up and down Jared’s arm.
“Love you, too.”
Jared could feel Jensen smile against his side. He didn’t realize he was grinning until his cheeks started hurting.
Harley was going to be alright and he had a couple of days to convince Jensen to move in with him. Jensen loved him. Everything else would sort itself out, eventually. Jared had faith in that.