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Jun 22, 2006 00:46

being here isnt always a good thing. My allergies are so bad, im bored out of my mind. I fight more with my boyfriend. And hes coming up on the 2nd which means we will just be sneezing and being bored together. I have too much trouble sleeping cuz im worried about whats going to happen this summer and then this school year. I normally like quiet, but not here. It makes me think too much and when i think I worry. 
I dont like when people snore. 
I hate cigarettes.
And yes cats are cute but id rather do without them. 
Everytime i come here i leave something behind, and I start remembering things and its basically not anything good. Ive had serious breakdowns here. The only good thing was that i become best friends with mike that summer. I dont even like to think about things that have happened here. I even hated my 8th grade year that I went to school in New York. It was the most miserable school year Ive ever had in my life. I remember Vicky and Jill and Simona and Jason and James and Jessica. I hate all of them. They were the worst people I ever met in my life and I hope to never meet anyone like them again. Except maybe Jill. 
Ive hated every year since 7th grade. I always thought that I could go back to Cape Coral and everything would be the same. I could call up all my old friends and tell them how much I missed them and think they would feel the same. I dont know what I was thinking. Everyone has split up and gone different ways, to different schools, have different friends, and do different things. Its sad, and it makes me sad. Even if i were to go back to Cape Coral, I wouldnt have anyone except Mike. Im thankful that Julie and I still keep in touch. So I would be starting all over.....again. Then after next year, its time to start over again with college. I wish I could stop time, but speed it up at the same time? I dont know.
Anyway....I saw the Lake house. It was boring at times, and sad a few times, and confusing. I wouldnt see it again.

ksobye
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