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Chevy Boy says: jessica ur sweet but to shy
Ugh. that made me so freaking mad. It's like saying "oh yeah jessica i like u but u ain't gonna give me none so i'm not even gonna think about it." Gosh! how retarded... Will told me a million times the other night "yeah jeff likes u.... jeff likes u... jeff likes u..." so we went to Jeff's pool house (freaking rich bastard lol) and jeff didn't barely talk to me. in fact, the next day when i talked to him online he said that^^ up there and was like u didnt talk to me at all and i was like wtf! i talked to him just as much as he talked to me! so this is what happend: he comes to my house one night... no parents, both single, u catch my drift lol... and after that he doesnt talk to me! he says "i dont know what to say." that is a complete lie. i've never known jeff to ever "not know what to say." grrrr that made me mad. but then we stopped fighting (he said i always give him shit, whatever i never give him shit about anything, coz he never freaking talks to me!!!!!) and i told him i loved him and that we should get married... and he said we were too young. man i just cant please that kid! lol
ummm wednesday night at heartland she made everyone go stand in the back of the room and had everyone who's parents got a divorce go sit down. now there were probably like 50 kids there and about 25-30 sat down. that's over half. it was incredible. then she had ppl who lost a friend, got rejected, made fun of go sit down. then mitch played his guitar while everyone prayed and it was pretty emotional. we got in groups and stuff and ppl were bawling. breanne and morgan couldnt stop crying even after it was over it was so funny lol. but yeah... mac took my coat and i was cold so i took his and then he left... with my coat. so i still have his old-skewl orange and black fubu jacket that he's had since 3rd grade! and he informed me today that he was wearing it and that he fixed my jacket (the zipper was broke.) good ol' macaroni!
hmmm... i don't really have much else ta say. me and mike have been talkin a lot lately... i love that kid. he told me the other night that he wanted to start going to church and getting right with God again. that made me so happy. he said that him and Gilbert might go to Heartland next wednesday. i'm excited.. 1 coz i want to see mike start going to church again and 2 coz i have never met this gilbert fellow.
la la la.... 10 days. 10 loooooong days til i get my license. how exciting! i overheard 'Them' talking ab getting me a car. i think they're actually gonna do it. i sure do hope so. i guess i should be thanking Vic coz he never got chris or matt a car... nah! lol
speaking of matt... he came over for thanksgiving. but the best part was was that he brought daisy! awww i love that dog! we still have her i think.. i hope she's there when i get home! :-) im going to steal her from matt and then me and stephanie are going to plot matt's death! lol steph doesn't know that yet coz i just made it up but yeah... shall be grand. he invited me to a party on thanksgiving. i guess ..crap..whats that kids name... oh something johnson... idk! but anywayz his parents werent home so they were havin a party... i didnt wanna go. no way jose. instead i hung out with mallory and will and dustin and jake and some other ppl and oh yeah... jeff... blah lol it was fun. i was surprised my mommy let me. even tho i had to be home at 10:05 (lol i talked her up from 10!) and i got there at 10:04. that was close. i get in trouble if i'm a minute late u guys so yeah..
well ok im done my fingers hurt... matt tyler keeps asking me if i wanna kiss him "its only 3 years difference" "oh ok u cant handle this anyway" lol wow. im scared!
Tippy I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!