lonely vs alone
the contemplations as of late have been on being lonely vs being alone. i had this rather amazing zen moment last week where i was entirely ok being alone.. i even held onto that feeling rather well. i think i've still got it, but i kinda crashed into a wall of loneliness tonight. i could have gone out. i had several offers of people to meet up with, but i couldn't seem to muster the motivation to leave the house. i wasn't really feeling particularly social, yet i wanted company.
fwiw, i think i've actually learned a lot in the last couple of years. i've somewhat learned to be ok with just being. sure, i'm still gonna have my battles with that, but who doesn't?
my next few steps are probably gonna be a bit more shaky, but i'm hoping it will all pan out ok.
fwiw, i think i've actually learned a lot in the last couple of years. i've somewhat learned to be ok with just being. sure, i'm still gonna have my battles with that, but who doesn't?
my next few steps are probably gonna be a bit more shaky, but i'm hoping it will all pan out ok.