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It is very difficult to have a relationship with my father. I just talked to him on the phone and it is obvious he doesn't care that the vineyard job I just quit for the summer has been killing my already inflammed hands. Music is not worthy pursuit. It doesn't matter to him that ninety percent of everyone who has heard my music believes I have potential. To his credit, despite this disbelief in my ability and worthwhileness of music, he has bankrolled my second stint in college. I am grateful for that, but I really think I rather have him respect what I am attempting than provide fiscal support.