[Elynne] don't always know why

May 28, 2011 12:49

In retrospect, it's probably just as well that there was an audience. I'm fairly sure that he didn't mean what he said as a "final goodbye"--and I can send a letter through Salyssa to make sure of that, but... not for a while. I'm not pleased that he seemed sad, I don't know. It was awkward, and we didn't talk about anything important, or even make any contact, but that was better than talking about things at this point would have been anyway, I think. I do know there's no point in brooding or moping. Surprisingly (to me, anyway), this morning I don't feel like doing either, despite the blue mood I was in when I left the inn last night. I don't understand exactly what happened, but whatever it was seems to have helped.

It was difficult to restrain myself from speaking to him as a sympathetic friend during his communications over the hearthstones. He... made his own choice, and I hope that the person he chose can tell if something is wrong, and if so is able to help him with it. He seemed unhappy. Not something I can do anything about right now, ah well.

Something about Zhuria bothers me. I can't put my finger on it. There's something strange about her smell, the way she talks, the way she behaves. Draenei vary among individuals as much as any other species, (that crazy dead one in the inn last night for example) but she doesn't act even... as I would expect a draenei who had adapted to Azeroth to behave. She is--too comfortable? Too earthy? Compared to the other draenei in the Lines, she is if anything less sexually aggressive. If there is a secret I'm sure Kammon knows it, but the way he behaves towards her they're very likely good friends, if not more. Maybe I just don't like her. I will keep my nose clear when she's around, at any rate.

zhuria, better with an audience, doc, baseless suspicions, elynne, emotions are confusing, salyssa, kammon, wtf draenei, well that was a thing, so damn awkward

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