Jan 22, 2006 07:09
Feeling slightly unhinged these days. Probably in a good way though. I don't know...what does it mean when you feel content after a big dose of debauchery? At any rate, I'm very happy, which is inadvertantly superceding my RAGE TO LEARN. That's also a problem. Shouldn't learning make me happy? Or shouldn't I feel more excited about learning when I'm generally happy? LIFE CRISIS.
I've also been thinking alot about what I'm going to do after graduation. I can't believe the end is in sight. It's very unsettling. I know what my immediate plans are. Return to Mpls and finish joke portion of degree (I'll have completed my major and will just be filling in credits/random requirements), which will take one semester, and then I'm just going to stay and work a not-serious job, possibly for a whole year. Then I'll hopefully do some travelling, most likely to South America or Spain/Morocco. Or possibly Turkey/Egypt/Lebanon/Israel. In opposite order. We'll see. Having met Americans from all over the place, I'd also like to hop around and visit them. On a motorcycle.
Then I'll either get a real job and hunker down in the cities, or I'll go to grad school somewhere that will allow me to get a job with a college in Minneapolis or St. Paul. How's that sound?
So I'm not unhinged after all. I have a LIFEPLAN! But I think I need to get it together a little more in the here and now, in order to carry this out.
AND SCENE.