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i took to myspace and did a lot of cleaning. it took a good hour and a half.
almost a new beginning.
crazy how it feels doing dumb things like that.
new leaf. new life.
after christmas i'm out of westfield for a while.
i don't know much about where i am right now.
but i know i love the people that matter, my close friends. those who give a fuck to see me and try to talk to me. they don't have to ask me what's wrong, they know. and they always know how to make me feel better.
i'd die for them.
it's a great feeling to have friends like that. not friends who are two faced and give you up the minute something better comes along.
now a lot of shit has happened to me in the past. i don't want to get all boo hoo, but i've never been sure of things in my life. i've never been comfortable, i never knew what the fuck i was doing or where i wanted to go. i never had any passion. shit went wrong, i said fuck it, fuck you, i'm leaving without even explaining because you should know. but to sit back and look feels so good, to know what you're getting into rather than to worry about what might happen. just fucking think.
it's not that hard.
i can't wait to travel. i can't wait to see the world. i can't wait to be where i see myself. in that a frame on that mountain with flowers in the front lawn. you own your bike shop, i've got my coffee shop.
things are awesome.
heres to a new leaf.
heres to a new life.
almost a new beginning.
crazy how it feels doing dumb things like that.
new leaf. new life.
after christmas i'm out of westfield for a while.
i don't know much about where i am right now.
but i know i love the people that matter, my close friends. those who give a fuck to see me and try to talk to me. they don't have to ask me what's wrong, they know. and they always know how to make me feel better.
i'd die for them.
it's a great feeling to have friends like that. not friends who are two faced and give you up the minute something better comes along.
now a lot of shit has happened to me in the past. i don't want to get all boo hoo, but i've never been sure of things in my life. i've never been comfortable, i never knew what the fuck i was doing or where i wanted to go. i never had any passion. shit went wrong, i said fuck it, fuck you, i'm leaving without even explaining because you should know. but to sit back and look feels so good, to know what you're getting into rather than to worry about what might happen. just fucking think.
it's not that hard.
i can't wait to travel. i can't wait to see the world. i can't wait to be where i see myself. in that a frame on that mountain with flowers in the front lawn. you own your bike shop, i've got my coffee shop.
things are awesome.
heres to a new leaf.
heres to a new life.