Jan 13, 2006 19:41
I dont care how silly and emo this sounds: i dont understand why i was born, why i'm alive. I have nothing to live for: no reliable friends, i fuckin hate school, work is OK, my parents barely talk to me, and when they do i usually just get pissed off anyway. I'm spiteful, i'm always angry, i'm more pessimistic than anyone i know. My life is a huge boring routine. I'm terrible at making worthy friends. I have negative confidence. I've lost pretty much everyone in my life.
There was a short period when everything was going awesome. I'd kill to relive those days.
I just want to feel wanted....by anyone.