i smell of death
brand new year so far ah i'm probly dieing and to damn stupid to realize or admit it. i cough and i throw up i dont know why i am stopping smoking for real now cause that might be a cause or the other problem i have with body. Friends in life right now are good and i'm glad i know them not to much to write im feeling bad. really bad but i dont show it to anyone i'm the tough guy remember the nonstopable person which i am but in my eyes i need to improve myself back to how i used to be healthy. emontional rollercoaster seems to be over and i'm glad for that this year is the year of the torment. so look out world i'll love ya or hate ya and it will be no middle ground no time for that shit gettin older need to get it together playtime over just like this blah. ~Torment~