.....What can I say?
....Today has been one of those Sundays that you spend thinking....about your life...and stuff....Yeah, I don't know, I guess it's because I paid attention in church today...not that I usually don't but what Pastor Brooks did was so cool....Alright we were in Matthew 25, and he said that he wanted us to all apply it to our lives....And that verse is basically the parable about the three servants that were given 5 talons, 3 Talons and 1 talon...and what they all did with them...and then Pastor Brooks did something that was totally unexpected. You see Jesse's dad got up and did this presentation about the church in the Phillipines (you don't mind that I write about this, do you Jess?), and Pastor Brooks got the Ushers to hand out envelopes, and everyone was like :"Huh?"....then he proceeded to tell us that by March 6, we would use the dollar bill that we each got in some way to multiply for the church in the Phillipines, just like how the servants had done in the verse! I thought that was really cool! I've never had a pastor who would do something like that before! It was really neat. He told us that we could choose whether or not we use it for the church in the Phllipines, or not, but he challenged us to do it for them! So, my family is thinking of putting our dollars together to maybe buy something like lemonade, and have a lemonade stand! WOOOO!!! REALLY neat!
.....But anyways, my day has been kinda slow and well....thoughtful....
My parents ended up going out together by themselves because Aunt Marti and Uncle Jeff, couldn't go....and I babysat, which was okay... Nothing wrong with that...it just left me with a lot of time to think....*sigh* and Nance had pointed out to me earlier that I shouldn't have said that Charles was definitely a pothead to Jesse....we were talking about dudes and potheads we knew at our school....SO I was thinking about that...and She's right. I don't need to be talking about anybody else anyways, like that because it starts rumors, and rumors aren't good! I mean, I know he might've said something that could've led me to believe something, but I haven't physically seen him doing anything....so Nance is right....What's funny is that the theme of this whole week it seems has been about NOT talking about other people....One of my friends kept talking about her friends, and not to be talking about her talking about her friends, but what her friends were saying about her talking about them, was true....and she kept saying stuff about them...and it made me confused because she was mad at them, for the kinda thing she was practicing....and I'm guilty in a way as well....So yeah I'm not talking about people anymore....like that anyways..Sigh* well, daddio says I'm officially not allowed to be on here....because of a complex amount of reasoning that I just plain don't understand..What he thinks is true , but it's kinda like one of those fear things, where you think if you're writing in an online diary and someone sees it, since it's all out in the open, people are gonna track me through it or something...which could very well happen, but I don't want to get off of here....and I guess that's the big problem....Bleh...And on top of all this, my friend is really stressed out right now, and it's all so crazy....Gosh. Major praying tonight is advisable....*sigh* I need randomness to divert my brain's energy.... *Where in the WORLD is Carmen Sandiego?*...haha, I used to LOVE watching that show....Wish it would still come on....but it doesn't...The theme song is so cool...*Where in the WORLD is Carmen San diego? Okay, well I hope this isn't goodbye forever but it kinda looks that way.....*sigh*.....I'll try to fight my way back on....but my efforts may be in Vain....*You're so Vain, you probably think this song is about you- sorry....randomness is overriding my brain! AHHHHH!!!! Well, fare thee well....for now....my dear kind journal.....The only one I actually kept.....Before I go, I have a confession to make....I have never managed to keep a journal before....besides the one between me Nance and Tiff..... I guess it's because I feel all alone when I write in it, and either it's that or I feel like I can't write down everything I want to write down while I'm thinking it....and so yeah....This is actually my own first diary type thing...I love typing...I guess that's why I love this thing....well Fare well..... :)
.....But anyways, my day has been kinda slow and well....thoughtful....
My parents ended up going out together by themselves because Aunt Marti and Uncle Jeff, couldn't go....and I babysat, which was okay... Nothing wrong with that...it just left me with a lot of time to think....*sigh* and Nance had pointed out to me earlier that I shouldn't have said that Charles was definitely a pothead to Jesse....we were talking about dudes and potheads we knew at our school....SO I was thinking about that...and She's right. I don't need to be talking about anybody else anyways, like that because it starts rumors, and rumors aren't good! I mean, I know he might've said something that could've led me to believe something, but I haven't physically seen him doing anything....so Nance is right....What's funny is that the theme of this whole week it seems has been about NOT talking about other people....One of my friends kept talking about her friends, and not to be talking about her talking about her friends, but what her friends were saying about her talking about them, was true....and she kept saying stuff about them...and it made me confused because she was mad at them, for the kinda thing she was practicing....and I'm guilty in a way as well....So yeah I'm not talking about people anymore....like that anyways..Sigh* well, daddio says I'm officially not allowed to be on here....because of a complex amount of reasoning that I just plain don't understand..What he thinks is true , but it's kinda like one of those fear things, where you think if you're writing in an online diary and someone sees it, since it's all out in the open, people are gonna track me through it or something...which could very well happen, but I don't want to get off of here....and I guess that's the big problem....Bleh...And on top of all this, my friend is really stressed out right now, and it's all so crazy....Gosh. Major praying tonight is advisable....*sigh* I need randomness to divert my brain's energy.... *Where in the WORLD is Carmen Sandiego?*...haha, I used to LOVE watching that show....Wish it would still come on....but it doesn't...The theme song is so cool...*Where in the WORLD is Carmen San diego? Okay, well I hope this isn't goodbye forever but it kinda looks that way.....*sigh*.....I'll try to fight my way back on....but my efforts may be in Vain....*You're so Vain, you probably think this song is about you- sorry....randomness is overriding my brain! AHHHHH!!!! Well, fare thee well....for now....my dear kind journal.....The only one I actually kept.....Before I go, I have a confession to make....I have never managed to keep a journal before....besides the one between me Nance and Tiff..... I guess it's because I feel all alone when I write in it, and either it's that or I feel like I can't write down everything I want to write down while I'm thinking it....and so yeah....This is actually my own first diary type thing...I love typing...I guess that's why I love this thing....well Fare well..... :)