I'm a Bitch.
I'm crying again....Its weird cause I find myself doing that a lot now...
My mom has been going off on me all day for:
-Reason one I got out of my pjs and into other clothes and so she only gave me 2hours to go out today.:(
-Reason two My cell phone bill was $200.11 which wasnt even my fault...and she just said she is going to cancel it :(
***See when my mom yells at me...she starts saying shit that makes me feel so low. I mean she doesnt know how much I've worked to get things good again for me, School Wise. I never hear encourage-ment. Then when she gets PISSED she throws shit at me :( Then like always I run to my bed and cry until my eyes are literally DRY.
Then to make things worst I feel like no one wants to hear me out...and I feel so ALONE...and like always I run to my bed and yeahhh....
I've become REALLY sensitive because I get hurt easily now...I dont know why.
I dont know. But I dont like the feeling. Things arent going good and they arent getting any better either. I feel like I'm losing everything. And I need that feeling to go away. Like now. :(
I want to be happy and laughing again...I want to go back to one of those times where Me and Bryant were laughing....
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You said you would be home by 10 its 10:41, Where are you? :'(
My mom has been going off on me all day for:
-Reason one I got out of my pjs and into other clothes and so she only gave me 2hours to go out today.:(
-Reason two My cell phone bill was $200.11 which wasnt even my fault...and she just said she is going to cancel it :(
***See when my mom yells at me...she starts saying shit that makes me feel so low. I mean she doesnt know how much I've worked to get things good again for me, School Wise. I never hear encourage-ment. Then when she gets PISSED she throws shit at me :( Then like always I run to my bed and cry until my eyes are literally DRY.
Then to make things worst I feel like no one wants to hear me out...and I feel so ALONE...and like always I run to my bed and yeahhh....
I've become REALLY sensitive because I get hurt easily now...I dont know why.
I dont know. But I dont like the feeling. Things arent going good and they arent getting any better either. I feel like I'm losing everything. And I need that feeling to go away. Like now. :(
I want to be happy and laughing again...I want to go back to one of those times where Me and Bryant were laughing....
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You said you would be home by 10 its 10:41, Where are you? :'(