i apologize in advance for the rediculously long entry
i realize that lj is such an addiction for me. i try to rid myself of it but when i do i get really anxious. lately ive been feeling extremely anxious and kinda confused. it pisses me off that sometimes i cant feel better by just saying to myself "everythings great just be happy and carefree". after all, i do aspire to be carefree. but the thing is, i know that in the long run most of what i worry about wont matter so why the hell do i waste my time thinking about it. i know im being terribly unspecific and broad here, but thats just how i feel right now.
i want to have a big superbowl party, and a dance party. i also want it to be summer. i liked the snow at first, but now its really starting to piss me off. and u know what i realized? this summers gonna be so much better than last cuz i can drive so i wont be stranded at home. well, itll be better when carla comes back for it. also, that means i can take day trips to the beach... whos in? fun times.
im in the mood for a burrito and some rootbeer. those are two of the three things i always crave.. the other one being chocolate. preferably dark.
im feeling better already. writing is such a release for me. cuz it gives me a place to rant on and on. wether anyone cares or reads is another story. but its different than a private journal. cuz at least i feel like someone cares this way. and i guess thats what matters.
im being suffocated by my sportsbra
oh and i really wanna burn the jason mraz cd.
ive been listening to a rediculous amount of cat stevens lately.
the end
i want to have a big superbowl party, and a dance party. i also want it to be summer. i liked the snow at first, but now its really starting to piss me off. and u know what i realized? this summers gonna be so much better than last cuz i can drive so i wont be stranded at home. well, itll be better when carla comes back for it. also, that means i can take day trips to the beach... whos in? fun times.
im in the mood for a burrito and some rootbeer. those are two of the three things i always crave.. the other one being chocolate. preferably dark.
im feeling better already. writing is such a release for me. cuz it gives me a place to rant on and on. wether anyone cares or reads is another story. but its different than a private journal. cuz at least i feel like someone cares this way. and i guess thats what matters.
im being suffocated by my sportsbra
oh and i really wanna burn the jason mraz cd.
ive been listening to a rediculous amount of cat stevens lately.
the end