All too soon
So I depart for Japan inside of 10 hours from now. I don't know how to feel.
I feel like I'm going to die. That's not to say I have a feeling I'm going to be killed over there (not to jinx it, either), but more along the lines of...I feel like I'm never coming back. Granted, it's almost 5 months, which is a long time, but, still...it's 5 months. Barely half a year.
I feel nervous just thinking about it. Mostly worried that my Japanese is going to absolutely suck once I get there---not too bad since I'm 99% certain I can get up to speed pretty quickly before school begins (in about a week or so, there), but the very next day happens to be that of the placement test, and I'd hate to get stuck in a lower class on account of rustiness.
I feel so apprehensive, but I feel so excited on the other hand. I'd say my "Net Exciteness" would rest squarely above zero. Not far, but damnit, it's resting squarely.
A lot of people say they're going to miss me.
Fortunately, they'll only have to miss one person.
I feel like I'm going to die. That's not to say I have a feeling I'm going to be killed over there (not to jinx it, either), but more along the lines of...I feel like I'm never coming back. Granted, it's almost 5 months, which is a long time, but, still...it's 5 months. Barely half a year.
I feel nervous just thinking about it. Mostly worried that my Japanese is going to absolutely suck once I get there---not too bad since I'm 99% certain I can get up to speed pretty quickly before school begins (in about a week or so, there), but the very next day happens to be that of the placement test, and I'd hate to get stuck in a lower class on account of rustiness.
I feel so apprehensive, but I feel so excited on the other hand. I'd say my "Net Exciteness" would rest squarely above zero. Not far, but damnit, it's resting squarely.
A lot of people say they're going to miss me.
Fortunately, they'll only have to miss one person.