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"Look down at the water before i jump in to find i was sinking fast in all that might have been."
Lets see, if i took a nap yesterday and woke up at 12, that means that ive been up for 20 hours right now. Then i guess through class, babysitting, and Gavin, ill have been up.... well for a hell of a long time. I had a good long talk with Luke and it really helped with me. Hes a good guy, a really great guy.
Im feeling motivated with my English paper. I think maybe it will find some structure. Sigh. I think i am coming to grips with some things. I dont know how but i feel like im slowly discovering things about me and how i grew up, and realities in my life that i abused or rejected. Watching the sun rise this morning gave me a burst of energy and hope. I think i want to try to see the sun in the morning more often.
Lets see, if i took a nap yesterday and woke up at 12, that means that ive been up for 20 hours right now. Then i guess through class, babysitting, and Gavin, ill have been up.... well for a hell of a long time. I had a good long talk with Luke and it really helped with me. Hes a good guy, a really great guy.
Im feeling motivated with my English paper. I think maybe it will find some structure. Sigh. I think i am coming to grips with some things. I dont know how but i feel like im slowly discovering things about me and how i grew up, and realities in my life that i abused or rejected. Watching the sun rise this morning gave me a burst of energy and hope. I think i want to try to see the sun in the morning more often.