Laughs that make me cry.

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when was the last time i felt this?
when was the last time i thought this?
all i know it i love the feeling.
i love the knots in my stomach.
i love not being able to get you out of my head.
this is amazing.
this is going to work.
this time i know it will.
nothing will stop me.
nothing will stop us.

we are now an us.

i have been waiting for you.
i have been looking for you.
i have found you.
there are no words that describe me right now.
"I always thought I would look back on tears and laugh;
But I never thought I would look back on laughs and cry"
you are by far the most amazing person i have ever met.
i knew this day would come.
when i would have to say goodbye.
when i would have to cry over the laughs,
when i would have to smile to make the tears stop.

i do not think words express how much you mean to me.
i do not think words can express how much you mean to me.
the ocean may separate us; continents may also,
but nothing can tear apart the love i have for you.
nothing can make me say that i wont miss you; because i will.
i will miss you more and more everyday.
the missings will turn into love when you come to visit.
they will be missing loves that will appear when our lips touch.
nothing will stop me from saying i love you.
nothing will stop me from expressing my love to you.

all i can say is that this is not a goodbye.
this is a new beginning.
this is a fresh start with a stain.
our stain.
the shirt may be clean and warm out of the dryer, but yes it will still have our stain.
our messy stain.
the stain that is impossible to get out of that favorite cotton tee.
the stain that will be forever embedded into the cotton.
our stain.
that is my favorite shirt.