Dec 13, 2004 15:13
ill start with friday...after skool me Marz, Mike and my Cousin all went to house of blues to see Grumpy...no one was thier at first till close to the end so it was kool...the first band played which they were really good called Black Star Morning...after the played and after the second band i think they were called blidfold or sumtin..they were ok...i got a chance to talk to the bassist of Black Star Morning which was awsome then i got his autograph and he asked for my num to give me a call wen the played their next show for my band to open for them which would be fuckin awsome so yea got to meet the rest of the band al except the drummer...we actually got to talk to the memebers of the band so it was all good...Grump was fuckin awsome the bassist was so kool he was all crazy and shit wen he played it was awsome...i got to touch him it was great and shit all in all it was a damn good show..after the show we left of course the ride home was pretty koo we stopped at mcdonalds cuz we were hungry and stuff..then we came home and i slept..yea koo right...sat and sun manny made me hang with him...well i actually chose to but for reasons i don feel like sayin so yea it was koo and thas prety much it....this weeken ppl r suposed to come over here and stay the weekn which shud be fun so yea...today was borin as usual i never didi my Drawin project that was due so i failed that..i got my final project tody which is due fri i mean damn so much fuckin work..i slept most of my classes anywayz so its all good well don hav much more to say so lata
Forty-Six & 2---Tool--- My shadow's Shedding skin and I've been picking scabs again. I'm down digging through my old muscles looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused and insecure delusions for a piece to cross me over or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in my shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's shedding skin I've been picking my scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly clearing out what could've been I've been wallowing in my own chaotic and insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and cleansing I've endured within my shadow. Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and to grow, take and give and to move, learn and love and to cry, kill and die and to be paranoid and to lie, hate and fear and to do what it takes to move through. I choose to live and to lie, kill and give and to die, learn and love and to do what it takes to step through. See my shadow changing, stretching up and over me soften this old armor. hoping I can clear the way by stepping through my shadow, coming out the other side. Step into the shadow. Forty six and two are just ahead of me.