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ummmmm, i dont really kno what to say. its nite and a lot of thoughts enter my brain. i think i just fell like typing them or something. i am thinking too much about what to do with my life. i have no clue how to handle things. it a way life is going good but in another aspect it is falling apart. it feels like things are happenin too fast and i cant stop and think about whats goin on. things just dont seem like they r rite. like all this stuff is happeneing to me whether it be good or bad and i just dont kno whats happening. i lose myself sometimes, i guess. i wish time would slow down so i can stop and enjoy things. and i hope everything works out in these upcoming days. i mean way passed homecoming. i hope all the choices i make r good ones and lead to good things. a lot of my friends seem to be having good lives, each having at least one person who likes them that i kno of. and i am happy for them. i think it is really cool. i just kinda wish my time would come where i could stop and go: hey someone likes me, hmmm thats cool. i mean i dont have to be liked by ne one. but it would be a plus. oh well like i said its pretty late and im just writing down things that come to my head. otherwise no one should worry about me if u read this and get the wrong idea. have a great week people!!