It's Saturday?
Hey! not 2 much here sitting at home with my lil brother. Genes gone with David at his g/f's(Rachel). Yes of course, they're doing the same thing that they do every weekend. You knw alot of the times I feel that I'm by-myself. Even when I'm with every1. I feel left out or something. I knw that alot of people would say thats a price u have to pay, But still. I'm not say I want to drink, cuz I dont do that. I just want to be include. Like if they're going to drink then they should go some where and just...um... not be around. But then I feel bad, cuz I'm by myself. It's just confusing.
I love Gene alot. And many people dont knw how much he has change for the better, sense hes ben with me. Thats y I really have no room to bitch. He could be like he was and drink do drugs all the time. Almost everyday. I'm really prod of him, cuz of how for he's came. Every1 says that he wont work and he's lazy. But I knw how it is. He does look for a job. I should knw I take him to all these places. It's not as if he doesn't get money he does! If we need money for something he gets it. That is what a dad and husband should do. I don't care what any1 say. Gene is going to be a good daddy! I want him to knw that I love him dearly and would do anything for him. I really mean that too. I say this cuz I knw that he feels the same way as me. He is going to take good care of me and the baby. So as I close this I just want to say: Fuck u jamie and all the others that say Gene is a piece of shit. I hope that u get whats coming to u. FUCK U ALL THAT DOUBT GENE. FUCK YOU!!!!......
::peace::
Ps. Gene baby I love u so so so much and I'm going to stand by u even when it gets really hard.
I love Gene alot. And many people dont knw how much he has change for the better, sense hes ben with me. Thats y I really have no room to bitch. He could be like he was and drink do drugs all the time. Almost everyday. I'm really prod of him, cuz of how for he's came. Every1 says that he wont work and he's lazy. But I knw how it is. He does look for a job. I should knw I take him to all these places. It's not as if he doesn't get money he does! If we need money for something he gets it. That is what a dad and husband should do. I don't care what any1 say. Gene is going to be a good daddy! I want him to knw that I love him dearly and would do anything for him. I really mean that too. I say this cuz I knw that he feels the same way as me. He is going to take good care of me and the baby. So as I close this I just want to say: Fuck u jamie and all the others that say Gene is a piece of shit. I hope that u get whats coming to u. FUCK U ALL THAT DOUBT GENE. FUCK YOU!!!!......
::peace::
Ps. Gene baby I love u so so so much and I'm going to stand by u even when it gets really hard.