You know what?
I love a lot of things. I love a lot lot lot lot of things and I'd like to learn about all these things and know about all these things and use all these things for actual productive projects which I can hold up when I'm done and say "look I made this because I love it!" but it's just overwhelming how many things there are and how vastly different they all are and how inaccessible some of them are to me at the moment just because I've invested all my time amassing a technical skill and knowledge base. Which I by no means regret. I like knowing most of this stuff I just wish it hadn't taken me five years to learn it all. [Well how long did you think it would take?] I don't know. Less? Or maybe I just thought it would be more interesting by the end, or that there would be more to it. Every so often I think I should've double-majored but then I realize that couldn't have happened. Not in five years. Not in six. It would have been insanity. But what do I do now? I can't get degrees in everything. That would be expensive and silly.