FIDO
This weekend was absolutely amazing. I went home with Kelsey, we were able to get away from the Corps, get away from people up here. We got to be ourselves with each other. We didn't have to pretend, or ignore each other on the parade ground. We didn't have to be Cpl. Demeris and Pvt. Monroe. Instead, we got to be George and Kelsey. We went clubbing, which neither of us have EVER done, but it was enjoyable nonetheless, VERY enjoyable. We had an amazing time simply being with each other, nevermind the "other people" that were in the club, I got to be with my Kelsey and she got to be with me away from prying eyes. Simply an amazing time with her. I'm looking through some of the pictures now; I love her so much, I have an amazing girlfriend and I'm so lucky to be with her. Already more than a month! Time flies when you're having fun I suppose, yes?
It was great to just be with her and talk to her afterwards too at 0230 on Sunday after the club. She's so great, we could talk forever with her in my arms. What we said stays between us, but I'm glad she took it so well and agreed with me; it's the greatest feeling in the world, goddammit I love her.
It's a shame that the Corps is still being a collective douchebag when it comes to our circumstance. This late in the year? Boo. I was a great recruit and I've been an amazing Cadet, never breaking any rules. It's a shame the rule I had to break has such dire consequences. I mean, it's okay, there isn't anything I can do, the system is much bigger and more powerful than I. That's where the title comes from. FIDO. Fuck It, Drive On. I can't see her up here anymore because of the suspicion. I'm disappointed, but there isn't anything I can do. We're going home again this weekend, away from this place. I'll just cherish my time with her even more. It's okay that I can't see her up here. I'll deal. I'll deal because I have to. I've done it my whole life, what's another month?
"Distance doesn't matter when the person means so much"
FIDO.
It was great to just be with her and talk to her afterwards too at 0230 on Sunday after the club. She's so great, we could talk forever with her in my arms. What we said stays between us, but I'm glad she took it so well and agreed with me; it's the greatest feeling in the world, goddammit I love her.
It's a shame that the Corps is still being a collective douchebag when it comes to our circumstance. This late in the year? Boo. I was a great recruit and I've been an amazing Cadet, never breaking any rules. It's a shame the rule I had to break has such dire consequences. I mean, it's okay, there isn't anything I can do, the system is much bigger and more powerful than I. That's where the title comes from. FIDO. Fuck It, Drive On. I can't see her up here anymore because of the suspicion. I'm disappointed, but there isn't anything I can do. We're going home again this weekend, away from this place. I'll just cherish my time with her even more. It's okay that I can't see her up here. I'll deal. I'll deal because I have to. I've done it my whole life, what's another month?
"Distance doesn't matter when the person means so much"
FIDO.