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Last nite sucked. I ended up crying to my brother. Hes the best. He knows just what to do. Just hug me listen and promise not to say anything. I love him for it. I feel bad tho cause i kno how much he hates to see me upset and plus i he had to go to school today and it was kinda late, i didnt wanna keep him up. I just am so confused right now. I dont relly have much feeling tho. Like i let it out last night and now there isn' t much else to feel now. School should be so much fun tomorrow, not. Maybe im making a mistake. I dont think i am but others would disagree. Well fuck them. Its none of their business anyways. And no i dont wanna tell you what its about so dont bother asking. im just gonna sit home today, clean, and smoke as many fuckin cigs. as humanly possible. I think that thats my plan for the day. Sound good? I think so. Well at least for the moment. We can get past this. I just kno it....I hope. *sigh*
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